I don’t know why, but I stopped beside her and leaned on the rail.  She didn’t appear to notice me, one way or another.  We stood and we stood, listening to the whistles, and the longer we stood the more it got on my nerves, her not noticing me.  I suppose she’d been too much on my mind lately.  I began to be put out.  I scraped my feet.  I coughed.  By and by I said out loud: 

“Look here, I guess I better get out the fog-horn and give those fellows a toot.”

“Why?” said she, without moving her head—­calm as that.

“Why?” It gave me a turn, sir.  For a minute I stared at her.  “Why?  Because if she don’t pick up this light before very many minutes she’ll be too close in to wear—­tide’ll have her on the rocks—­that’s why!”

I couldn’t see her face, but I could see one of her silk shoulders lift a little, like a shrug.  And there I kept on staring at her, a dumb one, sure enough.  I know what brought me to was hearing the Boston boat’s three sharp toots as she picked up the light—­mad as anything—­and swung her helm a-port.  I turned away from her, sweat stringing down my face, and walked around to the door.  It was just as well, too, for the feed-pipe was plugged in the lamp and the wicks were popping.  She’d have been out in another five minutes, sir.

When I’d finished, I saw that woman standing in the doorway.  Her eyes were bright.  I had a horror of her, sir, a living horror.

“If only the light had been out,” said she, low and sweet.

“God forgive you,” said I.  “You don’t know what you’re saying.”

She went down the stair into the well, winding out of sight, and as long as I could see her, her eyes were watching mine.  When I went, myself, after a few minutes, she was waiting for me on that first landing, standing still in the dark.  She took hold of my hand, though I tried to get it away.

“Good-by,” said she in my ear.

“Good-by?” said I. I didn’t understand.

“You heard what he said to-day—­about Kingdom Come?  Be it so—­on his own head.  I’ll never come back here.  Once I set foot ashore—­I’ve got friends in Brightonboro, Ray.”

I got away from her and started on down.  But I stopped.  “Brightonboro?” I whispered back.  “Why do you tell me?” My throat was raw to the words, like a sore.

“So you’d know,” said she.

Well, sir, I saw them off next morning, down that new Jacob’s-ladder into the dinghy-boat, her in a dress of blue velvet and him in his best cutaway and derby—­rowing away, smaller and smaller, the two of them.  And then I went back and sat on my cot, leaving the door open and the ladder still hanging down the wall, along with the boat-falls.

I don’t know whether it was relief, or what.  I suppose I must have been worked up even more than I’d thought those past weeks, for now it was all over I was like a rag.  I got down on my knees, sir, and prayed to God for the salvation of my soul, and when I got up and climbed to the living-room it was half past twelve by the clock.  There was rain on the windows and the sea was running blue-black under the sun.  I’d sat there all that time not knowing there was a squall.