you, Lizzy? oh my! what’s up, what time is it,
and so on. Lizzy said master wanted me immediately;
yes, Lizzy, said I, tell master I’m coming.
I bothered about the room long enough to give colour
to the impression that I had just finished dressing
myself; I then came and said, here I am, master, when
he demanded of me, what were my horses doing in the
meadow? Here I put on an expression of such wonder
and surprise—looking first into the meadow
and then at the stable door, and to master’s
satisfaction, I seemed so completely confounded that
my deception took upon him the desired effect.
Then I affected to roar right out, crying, now master,
you saw my horses all clean last night before I went
to bed, and now some of those negroes have turned them
out so that I should have them to clean over again:
well, I declare! it’s too bad, and I roared
and cried as I went towards the meadow to drive them
up; but master believing what I said, called me back
and told me to call Mr. Cobb, and when Mr. Cobb came
master told him to blow the horn; when the horn was
blown, the negroes were to be seen coming from all
parts of the plantation, and forming around in front
of the balcony. Master then came out and said,
now I saw this boy’s horses clean last night
and in the stable, so now tell me which of you turned
them out? Of course they all denied it, then
master ordered them all to go down into the meadow
and drive up the horses and clean them, me excepted;
so they went and drove them up and set to work and
cleaned them. On Monday morning we all turned
out to work until breakfast, when the horn was blown,
and we all repaired to the house. Here master
again demanded to know who turned the horses loose,
and when they all denied it, he tied them all up and
gave them each 39 lashes. Not yet satisfied,
but determined to have a confession, as was always
his custom on such occasions, he came to me and asked
me which one I had reason to suspect. My poor
guilty heart already bleeding for the suffering I
had caused my fellow slaves, was now almost driven
to confession. What must I do, select another
victim for further punishment, or confess the truth
and bear the consequence? My conscience now rebuked
me, like an armed man; but I happened to be one of
those boys who, among all even of my mother’s
children loved myself best, and therefore had no disposition
to satisfy my conscience at the expense of a very sore
back, so I very soon thought of Dick, a negro who,
like Ishmael, had his hand out against every man,
and all our hands were out against him; this negro
was a lickspittle or tell-tale, as little boys call
them—we could not steal a bit of tea or
sugar, or any other kind of nourishment for our sick,
or do anything else we did not want to be known, but
if he got to know it he would run and tell master
or mistress, or the overseer, so we all wanted him
dead; and now I thought of him—he was just
the proper sacrifice for me to lay upon the altar
of confession, so I told master I believed that it