This anguish seemed a repetition of something I had endured once before.  The body and spirit remembered, though the mind had no register.  I clawed at the walls.  If I slept, it was to wake gasping, fighting upward with both hands.

The most singular phase was that I reproached myself for not soaking up more sun in the past.  Oh, how much light was going to waste over wide fields and sparkling seas!  The green woods, the green grass—­they had their fill of sun, while we two perished!

I remembered creeping out of glare under the shadow of rocks, and wondered how I could have done it!  If I ever came to the sun again I would stretch myself and roll from side to side, to let it burn me well!  How blessed was the tan we got in summer from steeping in light!

Looking at my cell-mate I could have rent the walls.

“We are robbed,” I told his deaf ears.  “The light, poured freely all over the city, the light that belongs to you and me as much as to anybody, would save you!  I wish I could pick you up and carry you out where the sun would shine through your bones!  But let us be glad, you and I, that there is a woman who is not buried like a whitening sprout under this weight of stone!  She is free, to walk around and take the light in her gray eyes and the wind in her brown hair.  I swear to God if I ever come out of this I will never pass so much as a little plant prostrate in darkness, without helping it to the light.”

It was night by the loophole when our turnkey threw the door open.  I heard the priest and his sacristan joking in the corridor before they entered carrying their sacred parcels.  The priest was a doddering old fellow, almost deaf, for the turnkey shouted at his ear, and dim of sight, for he stooped close to look at the dying man, who was beyond confession.

“Bring us something for a temporary altar,” he commanded the turnkey, who stood candle in hand.

The turnkey gave his light to the sacristan, and taking care to lock us in, hurried to obey.

I measured the lank, ill-strung assistant, more an overgrown boy than a man of brawn, but expanded around his upper part by the fullness of a short white surplice.  He had a face cheerful to silliness.

The turnkey brought a board supported by crosspieces; and withdrew, taking his own candle, as soon as the church’s tapers were lighted.

The sacristan placed the temporary altar beside the foot of the bed, arrayed it, and recited the Confiteor.

Then the priest mumbled the Misereatur and Indulgentiam.

I had seen extreme unction administered as I had seen many another office of the church in my dim days, with scarcely any attention.  Now the words were terribly living.  I knew every one before it rolled off the celebrant’s lips.  Yet under that vivid surface knowledge I carried on as vivid a sequence of thought.

The priest elevated the ciborium, repeating,