The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 12, No. 69, July, 1863 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 333 pages of information about The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 12, No. 69, July, 1863.

The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 12, No. 69, July, 1863 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 333 pages of information about The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 12, No. 69, July, 1863.
Death with unspeakable horrors lies in ambush there; but yonder also stands the soldier lover, and possible greeting, after long, weary absence, is there.  What fear can master that overpowering hope?  Estrangement of families, political disagreement, a separated loyalty, all melt away, are fused together in the warmth of girlish love.  Taxes, representation, what things are these to come between two hearts?  No Tory, no traitor is her lover, but her own brave hero and true knight.  Woe! woe! the eager dream is broken by mad war-whoops!  Alas! to those fierce wild men, what is love, or loveliness?  Pride, and passion, and the old accursed hunger for gold flame up in their savage breasts.  Wrathful, loathsome fingers clutch the long, fair hair that even the fingers of love have caressed but with reverent half-touch,—­and love, and hope, and life go out in one dread moment of horror and despair.  Now, through the reverberations of more than fourscore years, through all the tempest-rage of a war more awful than that, and fraught, we hope, with a grander joy, a clear, young voice, made sharp with agony, rings through the shuddering woods, cleaves up through the summer sky, and wakens in every heart a thrill of speechless pain.  Along these peaceful banks I see a bowed form walking, youth in his years, but deeper furrows in his face than age can plough, stricken down from the heights of his ambition and desire, all the vigor and fire of manhood crushed and quenched beneath the horror of one fearful memory.  Sweet summer sky, bending above us soft and saintly, beyond your blue depths is there not Heaven?

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“We may as well give Dobbin his oats here,” said Halicarnassus.

We had brought a few in a bag for luncheon, thinking it might help him over the hills.  So the wagon was rummaged, the bag brought to light, and I sent to one of the nearest houses to get something for him to eat out of.  I did not think to ask what particular vessel to inquire for; but after I had knocked, I decided upon a meat-platter or a pudding-dish, and with the good woman’s permission finally took both, that Halicarnassus might have his choice.

“Which is the best?” I asked, holding them up.

He surveyed them carefully, and then said,—­

“Now run right back and get a tumbler for him to drink out of, and a teaspoon to feed him with.”

I started in good faith, from a mere habit of unquestioning obedience, but with the fourth step my reason returned to me, and I returned to Halicarnassus and—­kicked him.  That sounds very dreadful and horrible, and it is, if you are thinking of a great, brutal, brogan kick, such as a stupid farmer gives to his patient oxen; but not, if you mean only a delicate, compact, penetrative punch with the toe of a tight-fitting gaiter,—­addressed rather to the conscience than the shins, to the sensibilities rather than the senses.  The kick masculine is coarse, boorish, unmitigated, predicable only of Calibans.  The kick feminine is expressive, suggestive, terse, electric,—­an indispensable instrument in domestic discipline, as women will bear me witness, and not at all incompatible with beauty, grace, and amiability.  But, right or wrong, after all this interval of rest and reflection, in full view of all the circumstances, my only regret is that I did not tick him harder.

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