SILENCE.
Next, Silence, fit companion
of the Night,
In drearier depths my being
steeping,
Like the felt presence of
an unseen sprite,
With muffled tread comes creeping,
creeping.
Before me close her smothering
curtain swings,
And o’er my life a shadeless
shadow flings;
Sinking with pitiless weight,
and slow
To shroud the last sweet glimpse
of Earth and Man,
And set my limits to the narrow
span
Of but an arm’s length
here below.
O, whither shall I fly, this
stroke to shun?
Where turn me, this side death
and heaven?
Almost I would my course on
earth were run,
And all to Night and Silence
given!
I turn to man: can he
but with me mourn?
Alike we’re helpless,
and, as bubbles borne,
We to a common haven float.
To Him, th’ All-seeing
and All-hearing One,
Behold, I turn! More
hid than he there’s none,
More silent none, none more
remote!
Alas, Pensylla, stay that
pious tear!
Now nearer come, I fain thy
voice would hear,
Like music when the soul is
dreaming;
Like music dropping from a
far off sphere,
Heard by the good, when life’s
end draweth near.
It faintly comes, a spirit
seeming,
The sounds at once entrance
me, ear and soul:
The voice of winds and waves,
the thunder’s roll.
The steed’s proud neigh,
and lamb’s meek plaint,
The hum of bees, and vesper
hymn of birds,
The rural harmony of flocks
and herds,
The song of joy, or praise,
and man’s sweet words—
Come to me fainter—yet
more faint
Was my poor soul to God’s
great works so dull.
That they from her must hide
forever?
Earth too replete with joy,
too beautiful,
For me, ingrate, that we must
sever?
For by sweet scented airs
that round me blow,
By transient showers, the
sun’s impassioned glow,
And smell of woods and fields,
alone I know
Of Spring’s approach,
and Summer’s bloom;
And by the pure air, void
of odors sweet,
By noontide beams, low slanting,
without heat,
By rude winds, cumbering snows,
and hazardous sleet,
Of Autumn’s blight and
Winter’s gloom
As at the entrance of an untrod
cave,
I shrink—so hushed
the shades and sombre.
This death of sense makes
life a breathing grave,
A vital death, a waking slumber!
’Tis as the light itself
of God were fled—
So dark is all around, so
still, so dead;
Nor hope of change, one ray
I find!
Yet must submit. Though
fled fore’er the light,
Though utter silence bring
me double night,
Though to my insulated mind,
Knowledge her richest pages
ne’er unfold,
And “human face divine”
I ne’er behold—
Yet must submit, must be resigned!
TO THE SHADES.