Another day in sable vesture
clad,
All drear with new blown pleasures
blighted,
Comes blindly groping through
the twilight sad,
As one in moonless mists benighted.
O! Day unhappy! could
oblivion roll
Its slumberous billows o’er
my shrinking soul,
Thee scarce I could, e’en
then, forget:
A life, bereft of light, no
memory need
To tell of night that ne’er
to morning leads,
Of day that is forever set.
From yonder sky the noonward
sun was torn,
Ere day dawn’s rosy
hues had banished;
A starless midnight blotted
out the morn,
Ere childhood’s dewy
joys had vanished.
No slow paced twilight ushered
in the night;
A spangled web, the Heavens
were swept from sight;
The full moon fled and never
waned;
And all of Earth that’s
beautiful and fair.
Became as shadows in the empty
air—
A boundless, blackened blank
remained!
I heard the gates of night,
with sullen jar,
Close on the cheerful day
forever;
Hope from my sky sank like
the evening star,
Which finds in darkness, zenith
never,
For scarce she knew, blithe
offspring of the day,
How there to shine, where
night held boundless sway;
And shapes of beauty, grace
and bloom,
And fair-formed joys that
once around me danced,
Bewildered grew, where sunbeams
never glanced,
And lost their way in that
wide gloom.
Pensylla, o’er me many
sunless years
Have flown, since last the
beams of heaven,
The soft ascent of morn through
smiles and tears,
The sweet descent of dreamy
even—
Or sight of wood and fields
in green arrayed,
Vernal resplendence or Autumnal
shade,
Or Winter’s gloom or
Summer’s blaze;
Bird, beast or works that
trophy man’s abode,
Or he divine, the image of
his God,
Met my rapt gaze.
Look, gentle guide! Thou
see’st the imperial sun
Forth sending far his ambient
glory,
O’er laughing fields
and frowning highlands dun,
O’er glancing streams
and woodlands hoary.
In orient clouds he steeps
his amber hair,
With beams far slanting through
the flaming air,
Bids Earth, with all her hymning
sound, declare
The praise of everlasting
light.
On my bared head I felt his
pitying ray,
He loves to shine on my benighted
way;
But ah, Pensylla! he brings
to me no day—
Nor yet his setting, deeper
night.
Prime gift of God, that veil’st
His sovereign throne,
And dost of Him in sense remind
me—
Blest light of Heaven, why
hast thou from me flown?
To these sad shades, why hast
resigned me?
On pinions of surpassing beauty
borne,
When Nature hails the glad
advance of morn,
In thine unsullied loveliness.
Thou com’st; but to
my darkened eyes in vain—
My night, e’en in the
noon of thy domain,
Yields not to thee, since
joy of thine again
Can ne’er my dayless
being bless.