And slowly answered Arthur from the barge:
’The old order changeth, yielding
place to new, 240
And God fulfils Himself in many ways,
Lest one good custom should corrupt the
world.
Comfort thyself: what comfort is
in me?
I have lived my life, and that which I
have done
May He within Himself make pure! but thou,
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If thou shouldst never see my face again,
Pray for my soul. More things are
wrought by prayer
Than this world dreams of. Wherefore,
let thy voice
Rise like a fountain for me night and
day.
For what are men better than sheep or
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That nourish a blind life within the brain,
If, knowing God, they lift not hands of
prayer
Both for themselves and those who call
them friend?
For so the whole round earth is every
way
Bound by gold chains about the feet of
God. 255
But now farewell. I am going a long
way
With these thou seest—if indeed
I go—
(For all my mind is clouded with a doubt)
To the island-valley of Avilion;
Where falls not hail, or rain, or any
snow, 260
Nor ever wind blows loudly; but it lies
Deep-meadow’d, happy, fair with
orchard-lawns
And bowery hollows crown’d with
summer sea,
Where I will heal me of my grievous wound.’
So said he, and the barge with oar and
sail 265
Moved from the brink, like some full-breasted
swan
That, fluting a wild carol ere her death,
Ruffles her pure cold plume, and takes
the flood
With swarthy webs. Long stood Sir
Bedivere
Revolving many memories, till the hull
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Look’d one black dot against the
verge of dawn,
And on the mere the wailing died away.
* * * * * *
Here ended Hall, and our last light, that
long
Had wink’d and threatened darkness,
flared and fell:
At which the Parson, sent to sleep with
sound,
And waked with silence, grunted ‘Good!’
but we 55
Sat rapt: it was the tone with which
he read—
Perhaps some modern touches here and there
Redeem’d it from the charge of nothingness—
Or else we loved the man, and prized his
work;
I know not: but we sitting, as I
said, 60
The cock crew loud; as at that time of
year
The lusty bird takes every hour for dawn:
Then Francis, muttering, like a man ill-used,
‘There now—that’s
nothing!’ drew a little back,
And drove his heel into the smoulder’d
log, 65
That sent a blast of sparkles up the flue:
And so to bed; where yet in sleep I seem’d
To sail with Arthur under looming shores,
Point after point; till on to dawn, when
dreams
Begin to feel the truth and stir of day,
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To me, methought, who waited with a crowd,