“O mother, hear me yet before I
die.
I wish that somewhere in the ruin’d
folds,
Among the fragments tumbled from the glens,
Or the dry thickets, I could meet with
her,
The Abominable, that uninvited came
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Into the fair Peleian banquet-hall,
And cast the golden fruit upon the board,
And bred this change; that I might speak
my mind,
And tell her to her face how much I hate
Her presence, hated both of Gods and men.
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“O mother, hear me yet before I
die.
Hath he not sworn his love a thousand
times,
In this green valley, under this green
hill,
Ev’n on this hand, and sitting on
this stone?
Seal’d it with kisses? water’d
it with tears? 230
O happy tears, and how unlike to these!
O happy Heaven, how canst thou see my
face?
O happy earth, how canst thou bear my
weight?
O death, death, death, thou ever-floating
cloud,
There are enough unhappy on this earth,
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Pass by the happy souls, that love to
live:
I pray thee, pass before my light of life,
And shadow all my soul, that I may die.
Thou weighest heavy on the heart within,
Weigh heavy on my eyelids: let me
die. 240
“O mother, hear me yet before I
die.
I will not die alone, for fiery thoughts
Do shape themselves within me, more and
more,
Whereof I catch the issue, as I hear
Dead sounds at night come from the inmost
hills, 245
Like footsteps upon wool. I dimly
see
My far-off doubtful purpose, as a mother
Conjectures of the features of her child
Ere it is born: her child!—a
shudder comes
Across me: never child be born of
me, 250
Unblest, to vex me with his father’s
eyes!
“O mother, hear me yet before I
die.
Hear me, O earth. I will not die
alone,
Lest their shrill happy laughter come
to me
Walking the cold and starless road of
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Uncomforted, leaving my ancient love
With the Greek woman. I will rise
and go
Down into Troy, and ere the stars come
forth
Talk with the wild Cassandra, for she
says
A fire dances before her, and a sound
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Rings ever in her ears of armed men.
What this may be I know not, but I know
That, wheresoe’er I am by night
and day,
All earth and air seem only burning fire.”
THE EPIC
At Francis Allen’s on the Christmas-eve,—
The game of forfeits done—the
girls all kiss’d
Beneath the sacred bush and past away—
The parson Holmes, the poet Everard Hall,
The host, and I sat round the wassail-bowl,
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Then half-way ebb’d: and there
we held a talk,
How all the old honour had from Christmas