Saturday afternoon he felt a little better; we planned then what we would do when he got well. The doctor had said that he should allow himself at least a month before going back to college. One month given to us! “Just think of the writing I can get done, being around home with my family!” There was an article for Taussig half done to appear in the “Quarterly Journal of Economics,” a more technical analysis of the I.W.W. than had appeared in the “Atlantic Monthly”; he had just begun a review for the “American Journal of Economics” of Hoxie’s “Trade-Unionism.” Then he was full of ideas for a second article he had promised the “Atlantic”—“Is the United States a Nation?”—“And think of being able to see all I want of the June-Bug!”
Since he had not slept for three nights, the doctor left powders which I was to give him for Saturday night. Still he could not sleep. He thought that, if I read aloud to him in a monotonous tone of voice, he could perhaps drop off. I got a high-school copy of “From Milton to Tennyson,” and read every sing-songy poem I could find—“The Ancient Mariner” twice, hardly pronouncing the words as I droned along. Then he began to get delirious.
It is a very terrifying experience—to see for the first time a person in a delirium, and that person the one you love most on earth. All night long I sat there trying to quiet him—it was always some mediation, some committee of employers he was attending. He would say: “I am so tired—can’t you people come to some agreement, so that I can go home and sleep?”
At first I would say: “Dearest, you must be quiet and try to go to sleep.”—“But I can’t leave the meeting!” He would look at me in such distress. So I learned my part, and at each new discussion he would get into, I would suggest: “Here’s Will Ogburn just come—he’ll take charge of the meeting for you. You come home with me and go to sleep.” So he would introduce Will to the gathering, and add: “Gentlemen, my wife wants me to go home with her and go to sleep—good-bye.” For a few moments he would be quiet. Then, “O my Lord, something to investigate! What is it this time?” I would cut in hastily: “The Government feels next week will be plenty of time for this investigation.” He would look at me seriously. “Did you ever know the Government to give you a week’s time to begin?” Then, “Telegrams—more telegrams! Nobody keeps their word, nobody.”
About six o’clock in the morning I could wait no longer and called the doctor. He pronounced it pneumonia—an absolutely different case from any he had ever seen: no sign of it the day before, though it was what he had been watching for all along. Every hospital in town was full. A splendid trained nurse came at once to the house—“the best nurse in the whole city,” the doctor announced with relief.