Columbus writes, towards the end of the year 1500, to the former nurse of Don Juan, an account of the treatment he has received.  “If my complaint of the world is new, its method of abuse is very old,” he says.  “God has made me a messenger of the new heaven and the new earth which is spoken of in the Apocalypse by the mouth of St. John, after having been spoken of by Isaiah, and he showed me the place where it was.”  Everybody was incredulous, but the queen alone gave the spirit of intelligence and zeal to the undertaking.  Then the people talked of obstacles and expense.  Columbus says “seven years passed in talk, and nine in executing some noted acts which are worthy of remembrance,” but he returned reviled by all.

“If I had stolen the Indies and had given them to the Moors I could not have had greater enmity shown to me in Spain.”  Columbus would have liked then to give up the business if he could have come before the queen.  However he persisted, and he says he “undertook a new voyage to the new heaven and the new earth which before had been hidden, and if it is not appreciated in Spain as much as the other countries of India it is not surprising, because it is all owing to my industry.”  He “had believed that the voyage to Paria would reconcile all because of the pearls and gold in the islands of Espanola.”  He says, “I caused those of our people whom I had left there to come together and fish for pearls, and arranged that I should return and take from them what had been collected, as I understood, in measure a fanega (about a bushel).  If I have not written this to their Highnesses it is because I wished also to have as much of gold.  But that fled before me, as all other things; I would not have lost them and with them my honor, if I could have busied myself with my own affairs.

“When I went to San Domingo I found almost half of the colony uprising, and they made war upon me as a Moor, and the Indians on the other side were no less cruel.

“Hojida came and he tried to make order, and he said that their Highnesses had sent him with promises of gifts and grants and money.  He made up a large company, for in all Espanola there were few men who were not vagabonds, and no one lived there who had wife or children.”  Hojida retired with threats.

“Then Vincente Ganez came with four ships.  There were outbreaks and suspicions but no damage.”  He reported that six other ships under a brother of the Alcalde would arrive, and also the death of the queen, but these were rumors without foundation.

“Adrian (Mogica) attempted to go away as before, but our Lord did not permit him to carry out his bad plan.”  Here Columbus regrets that he was obliged to use force or ill-treat Adrian, but says he would have done the same had his brother wished to kill him or wrest from him the government which the king and queen had given him to guard.

“For six months I was ready to leave to take to their Highnesses the good news of the gold and to stop governing a dissolute people who feared neither king nor queen, full of meanness and malice.  I would have been able to pay all the people with six hundred thousand maravedis and for that there were more than four millions of tithes without counting the third part of the gold.”