IV.
“Despairless? Hopeless?
Join the cheerful hunt
Whose hounds are Science,
high Desires the steeds,
And Misery the quarry.
Use and Wont
No help to human anguish bring,
that bleeds
For all two thousand years
of Christian deeds.
Let Use and Wont in styes
still feed and grunt,
Or, bovine, graze knee-deep
in flowering meads.
Mount! follow! Onward
urge Life’s dragon-hunt!”
—So cries the sportsman
brisk at break of day.
“The sound of hound
and horn is well for thee,”
Thus I reply, “but I
have other prey;
And friendly is my quest as
you may see.
Though slow my pace, full
surely in the dark
I’ll chance on it at
last, though none may mark.”
V.
Hopeless! Despairless!
like that Indian wise
Free of desire, save no desire
to know.
To gain that sweet Nirvana
each one tries,
Thinks to assuage soul-wearing
passion so.
From the white rest, the ante-natal
bliss,
Not loth, the wondrous wondering
soul awakes;
Now drawn to that illusion,
now to this,
With gathering strength each
devious pathway takes;
Till at the noon of life his
aims decline;
Evermore earthward bend the
tiring eyes,
Evermore earthward, till with
no surprise
They see Nirvana from Earth’s
bosom shine.
The still kind mother holds
her child again
In blank desirelessness without
a stain.
VI.
He comes to me like air on
parching grass;
His eyes are wells where truth
lives, found at last;
Summer is fragrant should
he this way pass;
His calm love is a chain that
binds me fast....
Yet often melancholy will
forecast
That time when I shall have
grown old—when he—
Still rapturous in his struggle
with life’s blast—
Shall give a pitying side
glance to me,
Who skirt the fog-fringe of
eternity,
Straining mine eyes to catch
what shadowy sign
Of good or evil omen there
may be,
Yet no sure good nor evil
can divine:
Only some hints of doubtful
sound and light,
That lonelier leave the uncompanioned
night.
VII.
She scanned the record of
Beethoven’s thought,
And made the dumb chords speak
both clear and low,
And spread the dead man’s
voice till I was caught
Away, and now seemed long
and long ago.
Methought in Tellus’
bosom still I lay,
While centuries like steeds
tramped overhead,
To the wild rhythms that,
by night and day,
From nature and man’s
passions still are made.
The music of their motion
as they pranced
Lulled me to flawless ease
as of a God;
Never upon me pain or pleasure
chanced;
Unknown the dew of bliss,
or fate’s hard rod.
Thus dreamed I ... But
I know our mother Earth
Waits to give back the peace
she reft at birth.