Who, that has once seen it, has ever forgotten it, the look that deep water takes when life is unbearable!  “Come down to me among my tall water-plants,” it says.  “I am a refuge, a way of escape.  This horror and nightmare of life cannot reach you in my bosom.  Come down to me.  I promise nothing but to lay my cool hand upon the fire in your brain, and that the world shall release its clutch upon you, the world which promises, and will not keep its promises.  I will keep mine.”

Hugh’s mind wavered, as the flame of a candle wavers in a sudden draught.  So had it wavered once in the fear of death, and he had yielded to that fear.  So it wavered now in a greater fear, the fear of life, and he yielded to that fear.

He caught up his hat and went out.

It was dark, and he hit against the people in the feebly lighted streets as he hurried past.  How hot it was!  How absurd to see those gathered heaps of snow, and the muffled figures of men and women.

Presently he had left the town, and was in the open country.  Where was he going along this interminable road in this dim snow light?

The night was very still.  The spirit of the frost stooped over the white face of the earth.  The long homely lines of meadow and wold and hedgerow showed like the austere folds of a shroud.

Hugh walked swiftly, looking neither to right nor left.  The fire in his brain mounted, mounted.  The moon, entangled in a dim thicket, got up behind him.

At last he stopped short.  That farm on the right!  He had seen it before.  Yes.  That was Greenfields.  Doll had pointed it out to him when they had walked on that Sunday afternoon to Beaumere.  They had left the road here, and had taken to the fields.  There was the gate.  Hugh opened it.  Crack had been lost here and had rejoined them in the wood.  The field was empty.  A path like a crease ran across it.

He knew the way.  It was the only way of escape from this shadow in front of him, this other self who had come back to him, and torn Rachel from him, and made her hate him.  She loved him really.  She was faithful.  She would never have forsaken him.  But she had mistaken this evil creeping shadow for him, and he had not been able to explain.  But she would understand presently.  He would make it all very clear and plain, and she would love him again, when he had got rid of this other Hugh.  He would take him down and drown him in Beaumere.  It was the only way to get rid of him.  And he, the real Hugh, would get safely through.  He had done it once, and he knew.  He should stifle and struggle for a little while.  There was a turn exceeding sharp to be passed, but he should reach that place of peace beyond, as he had done before, and find Rachel waiting for him, her arms round him again.

“It is the only way,” he said, over and over again, “the only way.”

He reached the wood.  The moon was up now, and smote white and sharp down the long winding aisle of the cathedral, which God builds Him in every forest glade, where the hoar-frost and the snow held now their solemn service of praise.