considerable fund of acquired knowledge, would have
rendered him an agreeable companion, had he not affected
singularity, and rendered himself accordingly singularly
affected. He was very near being a poet—but
a miss is as good as a mile, and he always fell short
of the mark. I knew him first, many years ago,
when he was desirous of my acquaintance; but he was
too poetical for me, or I was not poetical enough
for him, so that we continued only ordinary acquaintance,
with goodwill on either side, which R.P.G. really
deserves, as a more friendly, generous creature never
lived. Lockhart hopes to get something done for
him, being sincerely attached to him, but says he has
no hopes till he is utterly ruined. That point,
I fear, is not far distant; but what Lockhart can
do for him
then I cannot guess. His last
effort failed, owing to a curious reason. He
had made some translations from the German, which
he does extremely [well]—for give him ideas
and he never wants choice of good words—and
Lockhart had got Constable to offer some sort of terms
for them. R.P.G. has always, though possessing
a beautiful power of handwriting, had some whim or
other about imitating that of some other person, and
has written for months in the imitation of one or
other of his friends. At present he has renounced
this amusement, and chooses to write with a brush
upon large cartridge paper, somewhat in the Chinese
fashion,—so when his work, which was only
to extend to one or two volumes, arrived on the shoulders
of two porters, in immense bales, our jolly bibliopolist
backed out of the treaty, and would have nothing more
to do with R.P.[54] He is a creature that is, or would
be thought, of imagination all compact, and is influenced
by strange whims. But he is a kind, harmless,
friendly soul, and I fear has been cruelly plundered
of money, which he now wants sadly.
Dined with Lockhart’s friends, about fifty in
number, who gave him a parting entertainment.
John Hope, Solicitor-General, in the chair, and Robert
Dundas [of Arniston], croupier. The company most
highly respectable, and any man might be proud of
such an indication of the interest they take in his
progress in life. Tory principles rather too
violently upheld by some speakers. I came home
about ten; the party sat late.
December 4.—Lockhart and Sophia,
with his brother William, dined with us, and talked
over our separation, and the mode of their settling
in London, and other family topics.
December 5.—This morning Lockhart
and Sophia left us early, and without leave-taking;
when I rose at eight o’clock they were gone.
This was very right. I hate red eyes and blowing
of noses. Agere et pati Romanum est. Of
all schools commend me to the Stoics. We cannot
indeed overcome our affections, nor ought we if we
could, but we may repress them within due bounds,
and avoid coaxing them to make fools of those who
should be their masters. I have lost some of the
comforts to which I chiefly looked for enjoyment.
Well, I must make the more of such as remain—God
bless them. And so “I will unto my holy
work again,"[55] which at present is the description
of that heilige Kleeblatt, that worshipful
triumvirate, Danton, Robespierre, and Marat.