when I was under the roof of my parents. These
assertions and inferences are wholly destitute of foundation.
When I arrived at Kirkby Mallory, my parents were
unacquainted with the existence of any causes likely
to destroy my prospects of happiness; and when I communicated
to them the opinion which had been formed concerning
Lord Byron’s state of mind, they were most anxious
to promote his restoration by every means in their
power. They assured those relations who were
with him in London, that ’they would devote
their whole care and attention to the alleviation of
his malady,’ and hoped to make the best arrangements
for his comfort, if he could be induced to visit them.
With these intentions, my mother wrote on the 17th
to Lord Byron, inviting him to Kirkby Mallory.
She had always treated him with an affectionate consideration
and indulgence, which extended to every little peculiarity
of his feelings. Never did an irritating word
escape her lips in her whole intercourse with him.
The accounts given me after I left Lord Byron by the
persons in constant intercourse with him, added to
those doubts which had before transiently occurred
to my mind, as to the reality of the alleged disease,
and the reports of his medical attendant, were far
from establishing the existence of any thing like
lunacy. Under this uncertainty, I deemed it right
to communicate to my parents, that if I were to consider
Lord Byron’s past conduct as that of a person
of sound mind, nothing could induce me to return to
him. It therefore appeared expedient, both to
them and myself, to consult the ablest advisers.
For that object, and also to obtain still further
information respecting the appearances which seemed
to indicate mental derangement, my mother determined
to go to London. She was empowered by me to take
legal opinions on a written statement of mine, though
I had then reasons for reserving a part of the case
from the knowledge even of my father and mother.
Being convinced by the result of these enquiries,
and by the tenor of Lord Byron’s proceedings,
that the notion of insanity was an illusion, I no longer
hesitated to authorise such measures as were necessary,
in order to secure me from being ever again placed
in his power. Conformably with this resolution,
my father wrote to him on the 2d of February, to propose
an amicable separation. Lord Byron at first rejected
this proposal; but when it was distinctly notified
to him, that if he persisted in his refusal, recourse
must be had to legal measures, he agreed to sign a
deed of separation. Upon applying to Dr. Lushington,
who was intimately acquainted with all the circumstances,
to state in writing what he recollected upon this
subject, I received from him the following letter,
by which it will be manifest that my mother cannot
have been actuated by any hostile or ungenerous motives
towards Lord Byron.
[Footnote 1: “The officious spies of his privacy,” vol. iii. p. 211.]
[Footnote 2: “The deserted husband,” vol. iii. p. 212.]