purpose. ’It was in a few weeks after the
latter communication between us (Lord Byron and Mr.
Moore), that Lady Byron adopted the determination
of parting from him. She had left London at the
latter end of January, on a visit to her father’s
house, in Leicestershire, and Lord Byron was in a short
time to follow her. They had parted in the utmost
kindness,—she wrote him a letter full of
playfulness and affection, on the road; and immediately
on her arrival at Kirkby Mallory, her father wrote
to acquaint Lord Byron that she would return to him
no more.’ In my observations upon this
statement, I shall, as far as possible, avoid touching
on any matters relating personally to Lord Byron and
myself. The facts are:—I left London
for Kirkby Mallory, the residence of my father and
mother, on the 15th of January, 1816. Lord Byron
had signified to me in writing (Jan. 6th) his absolute
desire that I should leave London on the earliest
day that I could conveniently fix. It was not
safe for me to undertake the fatigue of a journey
sooner than the 15th. Previously to my departure,
it had been strongly impressed on my mind, that Lord
Byron was under the influence of insanity. This
opinion was derived in a great measure from the communications
made to me by his nearest relatives and personal attendant,
who had more opportunities than myself of observing
him during the latter part of my stay in town.
It was even represented to me that he was in danger
of destroying himself. With the concurrence of
his family, I had consulted Dr. Baillie, as a
friend (Jan. 8th), respecting this supposed malady.
On acquainting him with the state of the case, and
with Lord Byron’s desire that I should leave
London, Dr. Baillie thought that my absence might be
advisable as an experiment, assuming the fact
of mental derangement; for Dr. Baillie, not having
had access to Lord Byron, could not pronounce a positive
opinion on that point. He enjoined, that in correspondence
with Lord Byron, I should avoid all but light and
soothing topics. Under these impressions, I left
London, determined to follow the advice given by Dr.
Baillie. Whatever might have been the nature
of Lord Byron’s conduct towards me from the time
of my marriage, yet, supposing him to be in a state
of mental alienation, it was not for me, nor
for any person of common humanity, to manifest, at
that moment, a sense of injury. On the day of
my departure, and again on my arrival at Kirkby, Jan.
16th, I wrote to Lord Byron in a kind and cheerful
tone, according to those medical directions.
The last letter was circulated, and employed as a
pretext for the charge of my having been subsequently
influenced to ‘desert[2]’ my husband.
It has been argued, that I parted from Lord Byron
in perfect harmony; that feelings, incompatible with
any deep sense of injury, had dictated the letter
which I addressed to him; and that my sentiments must
have been changed by persuasion and interference,