always to the
Berenice moving away up the Asia
passage, so cautiously that between whiles she seemed
to be drifting; but always moving, with the smoke blown
level from her buff-coloured funnels, with clean white
sides and clean white ensign, and here and there a
sparkle of sunlight on rail or gun-breech or torpedo-tube.
She was bound on a three-years’ cruise; and
Gilbart, who happened to know this and was besides
something of a sentimentalist, detected pathos in
this departure on a festival morning. It seemed
to him—as she swung round her stern and
his quick eye caught the glint of her gilded name
with the muzzle of her six-inch gun on the platform
above, foreshortened in the middle of its white screen
like a bull’s-eye in a target—it
seemed to him that this holiday throng took little
heed of the three hundred odd men so silently going
forth to do England’s work and fight her battles.
On her deck yesterday afternoon he had shaken hands
and parted with a friend, a stoker on board, and had
seen some pitiful good-byes. His friend Casey,
to be sure, was unmarried—an un-amiable
man with a cynical tongue—with no one to
regret him and no disposition to make a fuss over
a three-years’ exile. But at the head
of the ship’s ladder Gilbart had passed through
a group of red-eyed women, one or two with babies
at the breast. It was not a pretty sight:
one poor creature had abandoned herself completely,
and rocked to and fro holding on by the bulwarks and
bellowing aloud. This and a vision of dirty
wet handkerchiefs haunted him like a physical sickness.
Gilbart considered himself an Imperialist, read his
newspaper religiously, and had shown great loyalty
as secretary of a local sub-committee at the time
of the Queen’s Jubilee, in collecting subscriptions
among the dockyardsmen. Habitually he felt a
lump in his throat when he spoke of the Flag.
His calling—that of lay-assistant and
auxiliary preacher (at a pinch) to a dockyard Mission—perhaps
encouraged this surface emotion; but by nature he was
one of those who need to make a fuss to feel they
are properly patriotic. To his thinking every
yacht in the Sound should have dipped her flag to
the Berenice.
Surely even a salute of guns would not have been too
much. But no: that is the way England dismisses
her sons, without so much as a cheer!
He felt ashamed of this cold send-off; ashamed for
his countrymen. “What do they know or care?”
he asked himself, fastening his scorn on the backs
of an unconscious group of country-people who had raced
one another uphill from an excursion steamer and halted
panting and laughing half-way up the slope.
It irritated him the more when he thought of Casey’s
pale, derisive face. He and Casey had often argued
about patriotism; or rather he had done the arguing
while Casey sneered. Casey was a stoker, and
knew how fuel should be applied.