and not dwell on that. Experienced as we girls
are, and drinking of life in deep draughts though
we do, we still admit—Maudie, Mabel, and
I—that we do not yet know much about love.
But one cannot know everything at fifteen, and, as
Mabel Blossom always says, “there is yet time.”
We all know just the kind of men they’re going
to be, though. Mine will be a brave young officer,
of course, for a general’s daughter should not
marry out of the army, and he will die for his country,
leaving me with a broken heart. Maudie Joyce
says hers must be a man who will rule her with a rod
of iron and break her will and win her respect, and
then be gentle and loving and tender. And Mabel
Blossom says she’s perfectly sure hers will
be fat and have a blond mustache and laugh a great
deal. Once she said maybe none of us would ever
get
any; but the look Maudie Joyce and I turned
upon her checked her thoughtless words. Life is
bitter enough as it is without thinking of dreadful
things in the future. I sometimes fear that underneath
her girlish gayety Mabel Blossom conceals a morbid
nature. But I am forgetting Josephine James.
This story will tell why, with all her advantages
of wealth and education and beauty, she remained a
maiden lady till she was twenty-eight; and she might
have kept on, too, if Kittie had not taken matters
in hand and settled them for her.
Kittie says Josephine was always romantic and spent
long hours of her young life in girlish reveries and
dreams. Of course that isn’t the way Kittie
said it, but if I should tell this story in her crude,
unformed fashion, you wouldn’t read very far.
What Kittie really said was that Josephine used to
“moon around the grounds a lot and bawl, and
even try to write poetry.” I understand
Josephine’s nature, so I will go on and tell
this story in my own way, but you must remember that
some of the credit belongs to Kittie and Mabel Blossom;
and if Sister Irmingarde reads it in class, they can
stand right up with me when the author is called for.
Well, when Josephine James graduated she got a lot
of prizes and things, for she was a clever girl, and
had not spent all her time writing poetry and thinking
deep thoughts about life. She realized the priceless
advantages of a broad and thorough education and of
association with the most cultivated minds. That
sentence comes out of our prospectus. Then she
went home and went out a good deal, and was very popular
and stopped writing poetry, and her dear parents began
to feel happy and hopeful about her, and think she
would marry and have a nice family, which is indeed
woman’s highest, noblest mission in life.
But Josephine cherished an ideal.