The Altar Steps eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 477 pages of information about The Altar Steps.

The Altar Steps eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 477 pages of information about The Altar Steps.

“I suppose you thought my old Kerry cow was the Devil, eh?” he sneered.

She paid no attention, but continued enthralled by the passion of her spiritual adventure.

“It was no use.  I couldn’t come by here every day and not go back.  Why, once I opened the Bible at hazard just to show my defiance and I read Her sins which are many are forgiven for she loved much. This must be the end of our love, my lover, for I can’t go on.  Those two stone Maries have brought me back to God.  No more with you, my own beloved.  No more, my darling, no more.  And yet if even now with one kiss you could give me strength to sin I should rejoice.  But they have made my lips as cold as their own, and my arms that once knew how to clasp you to my heart they have lifted up to Heaven like their own.  I am going into a convent at once, where until I die I shall pray for you, my own love.”

The birds no longer sang nor twittered nor cheeped in the thickets around, but all passion throbbed in the voice of Esther when she spoke these words.  She stood there with her hair in disarray transfigured like a tree in autumn on which the sunlight shines when the gale has died, but from which the leaves will soon fall because winter is at hand.  Yet her lover was so little moved by her ordeal that he went back to mouthing his blasphemies.

“Go then,” he shouted.  “But these two stone dolls shall not have power to drive my next mistress into folly.  Wasn’t Mary Magdalene a sinner?  Didn’t she fall in love with Christ?  Of course, she did!  And I’ll make an example of her just as Christians make an example of all women who love much.”

The squire pulled himself up by the ivy and struck the image of St. Mary Magdalene on the face.

“When you pray for me, dear Essie, in your convent of greensick women, don’t forget that your patron saint was kicked from her pedestal by your lover.”

Starling was as good as his word; but the effort he made to overthrow the saint carried him with it; his foot catching in the ivy fell head downward and striking upon a stone was killed.

Mark hesitated before he jumped down from his bough, because he dreaded to add to Esther’s despair the thought of his having overheard all that went before.  But seeing her in the sunlight now filled again with the voices of birds, seeing her blue eyes staring in horror and the nervous twitching of her hands he felt that the shock of his irruption might save her reason and in a moment he was standing beside her looking down at the dead man.

“Let me die too,” she cried.

Mark found himself answering in a kind of inspiration: 

“No, Esther, you must live to pray for his soul.”

“He was struck dead for his blasphemy.  He is in Hell.  Of what use to pray for his soul?”

“But Esther while he was falling, even in that second, he had time to repent.  Live, Esther.  Live to pray for him.”

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