I am afraid those young ladies who like plenty of lovers, who expect to be adored, and are vexed when they are not adored, and most nobly indignant when forsaken, will think very meanly of my poor Fortune Williams.  They may console themselves by thinking she was not a young lady at all—­only a woman.  Such women are not too common, but they exist occasionally.  And they bear their cross and dree their weird (i.e., endure); but their lot, at any rate, only concerns themselves, and has one advantage, that it in no way injures the happiness of other people.

Humble as she was, she had her pride.  If she wept, it was out of sight.  If she wished herself dead, and a happy ghost, that by any means she might get near him, know where he was, and what he was doing, these dreams came only when her work was done, her boys asleep.  Day never betrayed the secrets of the night.  She set to work every morning at her daily labors with a dogged persistence, never allowing herself a minute’s idleness wherein to sit down and mourn.  And when, despite her will, she could not conquer the fits of nervous irritability that came over her at times—­when the children’s innocent voices used to pierce her like needles, and their incessant questions and perpetual company were almost more than she could bear—­still, even then, all she did was to run away and hide herself for a little, coming back with a pleasant face and a smooth temper.  Why should she scold them, poor lambs?  They were all she had to love, or that loved her.  And they did love her, with all their boyish hearts.

One day, however—­the day before they all left St. Andrews for England, the two elder to go to school, and the younger ones to return with her to their maternal grand-mother in London—­David said something which wounded her, vexed her, made her almost thankful to be going away.

She was standing by the laurel bush, which somehow had for her a strange fascination, and her hand was on the letter-box which the boys and Mr. Roy had made.  There was a childish pleasure in touching it or any thing he had touched.

“I hope grandmamma won’t take away that box,” said Archy.  “She ought to keep it in memory of us and Mr. Roy.  How cleverly he made it!  Wasn’t he clever now, Miss Williams?”

“Yes,” she answered and no more.

“I’ve got a better letter-box than yours,” said little Davie, mysteriously.  “Shall I show it to you, Miss Williams?  And perhaps,” with a knowing look—­the mischievous lad! and yet he was more loving and lovable than all the rest, Mr. Roy’s favorite, and hers—­“perhaps you might even find a letter in it.  Cook says she has seen you many a time watching for a letter from your sweetheart.  Who is he?”

“I have none.  Tell cook she should not talk such nonsense to little boys,” said the governess, gravely.  But she felt hot from head to foot, and turning, walked slowly in-doors.  She did not go near the laurel bush again.