She did not say, “Why?” She thought she had not looked it; but he answered:  “Never mind why.  I do wish it, and I will be rich yet, if I can.  Are you very much surprised?”

Surprised she certainly was; but she answered, honestly, “Indeed, you are the last person I should suspect of being worldly-minded.”

“Thank you; that is kind.  No, just; merely just.  One ought to have faith in people; I am afraid my own deficiency is want of faith.  It takes so much to make me believe for a moment that any one cares for me.”

How hard it was to be silent—­harder still to speak!  But she did not speak.

“I can understand that; I have often felt the same.  It is the natural consequence of a very lonely life.  If you and I had had fathers and mothers and brothers and sisters, we might have been different.”

“Perhaps so.  But about India.  For a long time—­that is, for many weeks—­I have been casting about in my mind how to change my way of life, to look out for something that would help me to earn money, and quickly, but there seemed no chance whatever.  Until suddenly one has opened.”

And then he explained how the father of one of one of his pupils, grateful for certain benefits, which Mr. Roy did not specify, and noticing certain business qualities in him—­“which I suppose I have, though I didn’t know it,” added he, with a smile—­had offered him a situation in a merchant’s office at Calcutta:  a position of great trust and responsibility, for three years certain, with the option of then giving it up or continuing it.

“And continuing means making a fortune.  Even three years means making something, with my ‘stingy’ habits.  Only I must go at once.  Nor is there any time left me for my decision; it must be yes or no.  Which shall it be?”

The sudden appeal—­made, too, as if though it was nothing—­that terrible yes or no, which to her made all the difference of living or only half living, of feeling the sun in or out of the world.  What could she answer?  What could she answer?  Trembling violently, she yet answered, in a steady voice, “You must decide for yourself.  A woman can not understand a man.”

“Nor a man a woman, thoroughly.  There is only one thing which helps both to comprehend one another.”

One thing! she knew what it was.  Surely so did he.  But that strange distrustfulness of which he had spoken, or the hesitation which the strongest and bravest men have at times, came between.

   “Oh, the little more, and how much it is! 
   Oh, the little less, and what worlds away!”

If, instead of looking vaguely out upon the sea, he had looked into this poor girl’s face; if, instead of keeping silence, he had only spoken one word!  But he neither looked nor spoke, and the moment passed by.  And there are some moments which people would sometimes give a whole lifetime to recall and use differently; but in vain.