The pencil dropped from his hand; he heard it fall with a thud upon the carpet; and then he heard nothing else except the beating of his own arteries in his ears.  Time seemed to stop suddenly and then to whirl madly forward while he stood rooted to his square of carpet, with his useless hands hanging helplessly at his sides.  It was the supreme instant his life that was before him, and yet he was as powerless to meet it as the infant in the womb to avert the hour of its birth.  Dumb and petrified by very force of the will within him, he waited immovable on the spot of carpet, while his eyes saw only the visible wreck of the woman who stood upon his threshold.  His dreams of her had been visions of horror, but the most pitiable of them had fallen far short of the reality as he saw it now.  From her streaked blonde hair, already powdered with gray, to her exhausted bedraggled feet, which seemed hardly to support her trembling body, she stood there, terrible and full of anguish, like the most tragic ghost of his imaginary horrors.  Face to face with each other they were held speechless by the knowledge that there was no word by which the past might be justified or the future made any easier for them to meet; and as in all great instants of life the thing that was said between them was uttered at last in an unbroken silence.

Then as they stood there a slight sound changed the atmosphere of the room.  The shade of the lamp, which Adams had raised too high, cracked with a sharp noise and fell to the floor in broken pieces; and at the shock Connie gave a hysterical shriek and lifted to Adams the frightened glance of her ignorant blue eyes.

“I—­I had nowhere to go and I am very tired,” she said, in her old tone of childish irritation, “I don’t think I was ever so tired in my life before.”

Her voice snapped the icy constraint which held him and he knew now that he was ready to face the hour on its own terms.  His will was as the strength of the strong, and he felt standing there, that he would ask no quarter of his fate.  Let it be what it would, he knew that it was powerless to close on him again the door of his prison.

“Then you did right to come back; Connie,” he said quietly, “you did right to come back.”

His words rang out almost exultantly, but the moment afterward he was terrified by their immediate effect—­for Connie—­throwing herself forward upon the floor, burst wildly into one of her old spells of weeping, calling upon God, upon himself, and upon the man whom she had loved and hated.  The frenzied beating of her small, helpless hands, the streaming of her tears, the quiver of her wrecked, emaciated body, the convulsed agony that looked at him from her face—­these things made their appeal to that compassion by which he lived, and he found that the way which he had thought difficult had become to him as familiar as the breath he drew.

“It is all over now—­there is nothing but quiet here,” he said.