a physical pleasure. But notwithstanding the
certitude that never left her of the propriety of
her conduct, and the equally ever-present sentiment
of the happiness that awaited her, she suffered much
during the next ten days, and she was frequently in
tears. Cecilia had started for St. Leonards without
coming to wish her good-bye, and the cruel sneers,
insinuations of all kinds against her and against
Dr. Reed, which Mrs. Barton never missed an occasion
of using, wounded the girl so deeply, that it was
only at the rarest intervals that she left her room—when
she walked to the post with a letter, when the luncheon
or dinner bell rang. Why she should be thus persecuted,
Alice was unable to determine; and why her family
did not hail with delight this chance of getting rid
of a plain girl, whose prospects were limited, was
difficult to say; nor could the girl arrive at any
notion of the pleasure or profit it might be to anyone
that she should waste her life amid chaperons and gossip,
instead of taking her part in the world’s work.
And yet this seemed to be her mother’s idea.
She did not hesitate to threaten that she would neither
attend herself, nor allow Mr. Barton to attend the
ceremony. Alice might meet Dr. Reed at the corner
of the road, and be married as best she could.
Alice appealed to her father against this decision,
but she soon had to renounce the hope of obtaining
any definite answer. He had been previously told
that if he attempted any interference, his supply of
paints, brushes, canvases, and guitar-strings would
be cut off, and, as he was at present deeply engaged
on a new picture of Julius Caesar overturning the
Altars of the Druids, he hesitated before the
alternatives offered to him. He spoke with much
affection; he regretted that Alice could not see her
way to marrying somebody whom her mother could approve!
He explained the difficulties of his position, and
the necessity of his turning something out—seeing
what he really could do before the close of the year.
Alice was disappointed, and bitterly, but she bore
her disappointment bravely, and she wrote to Dr. Reed,
telling him what had occurred, and proposing to meet
him on a certain day at the Parish Church, where Father
Shannon would marry them; and, that if he refused,
they would proceed to Dublin, and be married at the
Registry Office. In a way Alice would have preferred
this latter course, but her good sense warned her
against the uselessness of offering any too violent
opposition to the opinions of the world. And so
it was arranged; and sad, weary, and wretched, Alice
lingered through the last few days of the life that
had always been to her one of humiliation, and which
now towards its close had quieted to one of intense
pain.
The Brennans had promised to meet her in the chapel, and one day, as she was sitting by her window, she saw May in all the glory of her copper hair, drive a tandem up to the door. This girl threw the reins to the groom, and rushed to her friend.