Muslin eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 367 pages of information about Muslin.

Muslin eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 367 pages of information about Muslin.

’But you don’t know how lonely I feel at home; you never feel lonely, I dare say, for you only think of your books and papers, and don’t realize what a disgrace it would be if I didn’t marry, and after all the trouble that mamma has taken.  But I don’t know what will become of me now.  I’m going to be dreadfully ill, and when I get well I shall be pretty no longer; I am sure I am looking wretchedly.  I must see myself—­fetch the glass, Alice, Alice.’

Olive lay whining and calling for her sister, and when Dr. Reed came he ordered several inches of the pale silky hair to be cut away and a cold lotion to be applied to the forehead, and some sliced lemons were given to her to suck.

The clear blue eyes were dull, the breathing quick, the skin dry and hot; and on the following day four leeches had to be applied to her ankle.  They relieved her somewhat, and, when she had taken her draught, she sank to sleep.  But as the night grew denser, Alice was suddenly awakened by someone speaking wildly in her ear:  ’Take me away, dear!  I am sick of home; I want to get away from all these spiteful girls.  I know they are laughing at me because Violet cut me out with the Marquis.  We shall be married, shan’t we, the moment we arrive in Dublin?  It’s horrible to be married at the registrar’s, but it’s better than not being married at all.  But do you think they will catch us up?  It would be dreadful to be taken back home, I couldn’t bear it.  Oh, do drive on; we don’t seem to be moving.  You see that strange tree on the right, we haven’t passed it yet; I don’t think we ever shall.  Whip up that bay horse; don’t you see he is turning round, wants to go back?  I am sure that this isn’t the road; that man at the corner told you a lie.  I know he was mocking at us—­I saw it in his eye. . . .  Look, look, Edward!  Oh, look—­it is papa, or Lord Dungory, I can’t tell which, he won’t lift his cloak.’  And then the vision would fade, and she would fancy herself in the wood, arguing once again with Mrs. Lawler.  ’No, what you say isn’t true; he never loved you.  How could he?  You are an old woman.  Let me pass—­let me pass.  Why do you speak to me?  We don’t visit, we never did visit you.  No; it was not at our house you met Edward.  You were on the streets; and Edward shall not, he could not, think of running away with you—­will you, darling?  Oh, help me, help me out of this dreadful wood.  I want to go home, but I can’t walk.  That terrible bird is still watching me, and I dare not pass that tree till you drive it away.’

The two beds, with their white curtains and brass crowns, showed through the pale obscurity, broken only by the red-glowing basin where a night-light burnt, and the long tongues of flame that the blazing peat scattered from time to time across the darkened ceiling.  The solitude of the sleeping house grew momentarily more intense in Alice’s brain, and she trembled as she strove to soothe her sister, and covered the hot feverish arms over with the bedclothes.

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