Nearly all day she sat by the window of the front room, staring at the trite and familiar scene, and encouraging her thoughts to wander away from her misery whenever they would consent to do so.  A butcher’s boy leaned his bicycle against the curbstone in so careless a fashion that it immediately fell down; Mr. Bates the corn merchant passed by with an empty wagon; then Mr. Norton the vicar appeared, going from house to house, distributing handbills of special services.  And she wondered if he and his wife had ever had a hidden domestic storm in their outwardly tranquil existence.  Mrs. Norton must have been quite pretty once, and perhaps at that period she caused Mr. Norton anxieties.  But if she had ever needed forgiveness for some indiscretion or other, she had obviously obtained it; and again the thought came strong and clear that people who hold conspicuous positions—­such as vicars, tax-collectors, postmasters, and so on—­owe a duty to the world as well as to themselves.  They must hush things up, and preserve appearances:  they can not wash their dirty linen in public.

After twelve o’clock there was much more to look at.  The children came shouting out of school, laborers passed to and fro on their way to dinner, and with horns loudly blowing, three heavily-laden chars-a-bancs arrived one after another from Rodhaven.  The tourists filled the street, and for about two hours the aspect of things was lively and bustling.  Then the horns sounded again, the huge vehicles lumbered away, and the whole village relapsed into drowsiness and inertia.  Literally nothing to look at now.

But before tea time that afternoon she saw something in the street that held her breathlessly attentive as long as it remained there.  It was Mr. Barradine, riding slowly toward her between the churchyard and the Roebuck stables.  She shrank back behind the muslin curtain of her window, and, watching him, passed through an extraordinarily rapid sequence of emotions.

The horse was a chestnut, and it stepped lightly and springily.  As she thought of how and when she had last seen its rider, she felt a sensation that was like helplessness, shame, and fear all mingled.  It was as though her whole body, muscles, flesh and nerves, quailed and grew weak at the mere sight of him; as though inherited instincts were controlling her, and would always control her whenever she was in his presence; as though she the descendant of serfs must infallibly submit to the descendant of lords—­must forever fear the man who had been her master even when he was her lover.  Rationally she hated him for the harm that he had done her, but instinctively she feared him for the further harm that he might yet have power to do.