The Woman Thou Gavest Me eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 874 pages of information about The Woman Thou Gavest Me.

The Woman Thou Gavest Me eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 874 pages of information about The Woman Thou Gavest Me.

“Oh yes, ma’am, quite usual.  All the women in the Row has it.  Number five, she has twins and gets a month in hand with both of them.  But we’ll take four weeks and I can’t say no fairer than that, can I?”

“But why?” I asked.

“Well, you see, ma’am, you’re . . . you’re a stranger to us, and if baby was left on our hands . . .  Not as we think you’d leave her chargeable as the saying is, but if you were ever ill, and got a bit back with your payments . . . we being only pore people. . . .”

While the poor woman was floundering on in this way my blood was boiling and I was beginning to ask her if she supposed for one moment that I meant to desert my child, when the man, who had finished the lacing of his boots, rose to his feet, and said: 

“You don’t want yer baiby to be give over to the Guardians for the sake of a week or two, do you?”

That settled everything.  I took out my purse and with a trembling hand laid my last precious sovereign on the table.

A moment or two after this Mr. Oliver, who had put on his coat and a cloth cap, made for the door.

“Evenin’, ma’am,” he said, and with what grace I could muster I bade him good-bye.

“You aren’t a-going to the ‘Sun’ to-night, are you, Ted?” asked Mrs. Oliver.

“Club,” said the man, and the door clashed behind him.

I breathed more freely when he was gone, and his wife (from whose face the look of fear vanished instantly) was like another woman.

“Goodness gracious,” she cried, with a kind of haggard hilarity, “where’s my head?  Me never offering you a cup of tea, and you looking so white after your journey.”

I took baby back into my arms while she put on the kettle, set a black tea-pot on the hob to warm, laid a piece of tablecloth and a thick cup and saucer on the end of the table, and then knelt on the fender to toast a little bread, talking meantime (half apologetically and half proudly) about her husband.

He was a bricklayer by trade, and sometimes worked at the cemetery which I could see at the other side of the road (behind the long railings and the tall trees), but was more generally engaged as a sort of fighting lieutenant to a Labour leader whose business it was to get up strikes.  Before they were married he had been the “Light Weight Champion of Whitechapel,” and those were photos of his fights which I could see over the mantelpiece, but “he never did no knocking of people about now,” being “quiet and matrimonual.”

In spite of myself my heart warmed to the woman.  I wonder it did not occur to me there and then that, living in constant dread of her tyrannical husband, she would always be guilty of the dissimulation I had seen an example of already and that the effect of it would be reflected upon my child.

It did not.  I only told myself that she was clearly fond of children and would be a kind nurse to my baby.  It even pleased me, in my foolish motherly selfishness, that she was a plain-featured person, whom baby could never come to love as she would, I was sure, love me.

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