The crucified Christ is the one object of her devotion. She refused to listen to “a proffer in my reason,” which said, “Look up to heaven to His Father.” “Nay, I may not,” she replied, “for Thou art my heaven. For I would liever have been in that pain till Doomsday than to come to heaven otherwise than by Him.” “Me liked none other heaven than Jesus, which shall be my bliss when I come there.” And after describing a vision of the crucifixion, she says, “How might any pain be more than to see Him that is all my life and all my bliss suffer?”
Her estimate of the value of means of grace is very clear and sound. “In that time the custom of our praying was brought to mind, how we use, for lack of understanding and knowing of love, to make [use of] many means. Then saw I truly that it is more worship to God and more very delight that we faithfully pray to Himself of His goodness, and cleave thereto by His grace, with true understanding and steadfast by love, than if we made [use of] all the means that heart can think. For if we made [use of] all these means, it is too little, and not full worship to God; but in His goodness is all the whole, and there faileth right nought. For this, as I shall say, came into my mind. In the same time we pray to God for [the sake of] His holy flesh and precious blood, His holy passion, His dearworthy death and wounds: and all the blessed kinship, the endless life that we have of all this, is His goodness. And we pray Him for [the sake of] His sweet mother’s love, that Him bare; and all the help that we have of her is of His goodness.” And yet “God of His goodness hath advanced means