spent long evenings together; and occasionally, accompanied
by the delighted Miss Polly, they had gone to dinner
at a restaurant and later to a concert or a play.
That he had been almost too kind it was impossible
for her to deny; but she had tried her best to repay
him—she had, when one came to the point,
done as much as she could to remedy the defects of
his education. At first she had given zest, sympathy,
eagerness, to her self-appointed task of making him
over; then, as the months went by, a sense of doubt,
of discouragement, of approaching failure, had tempered
her enthusiasm, and at last she had realized that
her work, except in the merest details, had been ineffectual
and futile. The differences, which she had regarded
as superficial, were, in reality, fundamental.
It was impossible to make him over because he was
so completely himself. He stood quite definitely
for certain tendencies in democracy, and by no ingenious
manipulation could she twist him about until he presented
the sham appearance of moving in the opposite direction.
For the logic of her failure was perfectly simple—he
couldn’t see, however hard he tried, the things
she wanted him to look at. The difficulty was
far deeper than a mere matter of finish, or even of
education—for it was, after all, not one
of manner, but of material. Day by day she had
realized more clearly that the problem confronting
them was one which involved their different standards
of living and their individual philosophies. The
things which she regarded as essential were to him
only the accidental variations of life. He had
lived so long in touch with the basic realities—with
vast spaces and the stark aspect of desert horizons,
with droughts, and winds, and the unquenchable pangs
of thirst and hunger, with the vital issues of birth
and death in their most primitive forms—he
had lived so long in touch with the simplest and most
elemental forces of Nature, that his spirit, as well
as his vision, had adjusted itself to a trackless
and limitless field of view. No, what he was now
he must remain, since to change him, except in trivial
details, was out of her power.
And of course he had his virtues—she would
have been the last to deny him his virtues. Whenever
she applied the touchstone of character, she realized
how little alloy there was in the pure gold of his
nature. He was truthful, he was generous, he
was brave, kind, and tolerant; but his virtues, like
his personality, were large, flamboyant, and without
gradations of colour. Custom had not pruned their
natural luxuriance, nor had tradition toned down the
violence of their contrasts. They were experimental,
not established virtues, as obviously the expression
of the man himself as was his uncultivated preference
for red geraniums. For he possessed, she admitted,
a sincerity such as she had not believed compatible
with human designs—certainly not with human
achievement. According to the code of the sheltered
half of her sex—according to the inflexible