At the sound of the children’s voices she slipped out of the serge skirt, and began hurriedly fastening the old black silk gown she wore at dinner.  Through all the years of toil and self-denial she had preserved a certain formality of living, a gracious ease of manner, which she kept for the evenings with her children.  Cares were thrust away then, to be taken up again as soon as Fanny and Archibald were in bed, and no matter how hard the day had been, she was always cheerful, always gay and light-hearted for the dinner hour by the fireside.  Not often had she been too poor to buy a handful of flowers for the table, and never once, except during her illness, had she come home too tired to change to the black silk gown, which she had turned and made from bishop sleeves to small ones, and from “dropped” shoulders to high ones, for the last six or seven years.  The damask on the table was darned and mended, but it was always spotlessly fresh.  In winter the fire was made up brightly in the evenings; in summer the room was deliciously scented with rose geranium and heliotrope from the box in the window.  For ten years she had not had a holiday; she had worked harder than a man, harder than any servant, for she had worked from dawn until midnight; but into her hard life she had instilled a quality of soul which had enabled her to endure the strain without breaking.  “No life is so hard that you can’t make it easier by the way you take it,” she had said to herself in the beginning; and remembering always that courage is one of the eternal virtues, she had disciplined her mind as well as her body to firmness and elasticity of fibre.  “Nobody, except myself, is ever going to make me happy,” she would repeat over and over again when the day was wearying and the work heavy.  “I want to be happy.  I have a right to be happy, but it depends on myself.”

This indestructible belief in her “right to happiness” supported her through the hardest hours of her life, and diffused an invigorating atmosphere not only in her home, but even in her long working hours at Dinard’s.  The children grew and strengthened in its bracing air; Miss Polly quickly responded to it; the women in the workroom breathed it in as if it were the secret of health, and even Madame showed occasional signs that she was not entirely impervious to its vital and joyous influence.  It was not always easy for Gabriella to keep the light in her eyes and the faith in her heart.  There were days when both seemed to fail her, when, with aching body and depressed mind, she felt that she could not look beyond the immediate suffering minute, when she told herself despairingly that she had lost everything in losing her courage.  But bad days passed as irrevocably as good ones; and left her, when they were over, with her strong soul unshaken, and her philosophy of happiness still undestroyed.  Like other human beings, she found that her moods were largely controlled by her physical health.