in all fifteen articles on a variety of topics, such
as “South American Affairs,” “State
Politics,” “A Glance at Europe,”
etc., all of which are interesting now chiefly
as showing the range of his growing intelligence,
and as the earliest steps by which he acquired his
later mastery of the pen and powerful style of composition.
In a letter addressed to his mother about this time,
the boy is full of Lloyd, undisguisedly proud of Lloyd,
believes in Lloyd. “When I peruse them
over” (i.e. those fifteen communications
to the press), “I feel absolutely astonished,”
he naively confesses, “at the different subjects
which I have discussed, and the style in which they
are written. Indeed it is altogether a matter
of surprise that I have met with such signal success,
seeing I do not understand one single rule of grammar,
and having a very inferior education.”
The printer’s lad was plainly not lacking in
the bump of approbativeness, or the quality of self-assertiveness.
The quick mother instinct of Fanny Garrison took alarm
at the tone of her boy’s letter. Possibly
there was something in Lloyd’s florid sentences,
in his facility of expression, which reminded her
of Abijah. He, too, poor fellow, had had gifts
in the use of the pen, and what had he done, what
had he come to? Had he not forsaken wife and
children by first forsaking the path of holiness?
So she pricks the boy’s bubble, and points him
to the one thing needful—God in the soul.
But in her closing words she betrays what we all along
suspected, her own secret pleasure in her son’s
success, when she asks, “Will you be so kind
as to bring on your pieces that you have written for
me to see?” Ah! was she not every inch a mother,
and how Lloyd did love her. But she was no longer
what she had been. And no wonder, for few women
have been called to endure such heavy burdens, fight
so hopelessly the battle for bread, all the while
her heart was breaking with grief. Disease had
made terrible inroads upon her once strong and beautiful
person. Not the shadow of the strength and beauty
of her young womanhood remained. She was far
away from her early home and friends, far away from
her darling boy, in Baltimore. James, her pride,
was at sea, Elizabeth, a sweet little maiden of twelve,
had left her to take that last voyage beyond another
sea, and Abijah, without one word of farewell, with
the silence of long years unbroken, he, too, also!
had hoisted sail and was gone forever. And now
in her loneliness and sorrow, knowing that she, too,
must shortly follow, a great yearning rose up in her
poor wounded heart to see once more her child, the
comfort and stay of her bitter life. And as she
had written to him her wish and longing, the boy went
to her, saw the striking change, saw that the broken
spirit of the saintly woman was day by day nearing
the margin of the dark hereafter, into whose healing
waters it would bathe and be whole again. The
unspeakable experience of mother and son, during this