God. We see Almighty God seated on His throne;
our angel and patron saint giving their testimony
about us—good or bad—and then
we hear the Judge pronounce sentence. This takes
place, but not in the way we imagine, for God needs
no witnesses: He knows all. An example will
probably make you understand better what really takes
place. If you are walking over a very muddy road
on a dark night, you cannot see the spattered condition
of your clothing; but if you come suddenly into a
strong light you will see at a glance the state in
which you are. In the same way the soul during
our earthly life does not see its own condition; but
when it comes into the bright light of God’s
presence, it sees in an instant its own state and
knows what its sentence will be. It goes immediately
to its reward or punishment. This judgment at
the moment of our death will settle our fate forever.
The general judgment will not change, but only repeat,
the sentence before the whole world. Oh, how
we should prepare for that awful moment! See that
poor sick man slowly breathing away his life.
All his friends are kneeling around him praying; now
he becomes unconscious; now the death rattle sounds
in his throat; now the eyes are fixed and glassy.
A few minutes more and that poor soul will stand in
the awful presence of God, to give an account of that
man’s whole life—of every thought,
word, and deed. All he has done on earth will
be spread out before him like a great picture.
He will, towards the end of his life, have altogether
forgotten perhaps what he thought, said, or did on
a certain day and hour—the place he was
in and the sin committed, etc.; but at that moment
of judgment he will remember all. How he will
wish he had been good! How, then, can we be so
careless now about a matter of such importance, when
we are absolutely certain that we too shall be judged,
and how soon we know not. When you are about
to be examined on what you have learned in school or
instructions in six months or a year, how anxious
you are in making the necessary preparation, and how
you fear you might not pass, but be kept back for a
while! How delighted you would be to hear that
a very dear friend, and one who knew you well, was
to be your examiner! Prepare in the same way
for the examination you have to stand at the end of
your life. Every day you can make a preparation
by examining your conscience on the sins you have
committed; by making an act of contrition for them,
and resolving to avoid them for the future. You
should never go to sleep without some preparation
for judgment. But above all, try to become better
acquainted with your Examiner—Our Lord
Jesus Christ; try by your prayers and good works to
become His special friend, and when your judgment comes
you will be pleased rather than afraid to meet Him.
409 Q. What is the judgment called which we have to undergo immediately after death? A. The judgment we have to undergo immediately after death is called the Particular Judgment.