’And dare’st thou, in my mortal veins
Sing, with the Spring’s descending rains?
While in this hour, and momently,
Forth of myself I look, and see
Torn treasure of my heart’s Desire;
And human glories in the mire,
That should make glad some paradise!—
The childhood strewn in foulest place,
The girlhood, plundered of its grace;
The eyelids shut upon spent eyes
That never looked upon thy face!
Answer me, thou, if answer be!’
My Gladness said to me:
’Weep if thou wilt; yea, weep, and doubt.
I may not let the Sun go out.’
Then to my Gladness still I cried:
‘And
how canst thou abide?—’
Here, where my listening heart must hark
These sorrows rising from the Dark
Where still they starve, and strive and die,
Who bear each heaviest penalty
Of humanhood;—nor grasp, nor guess,
The garment’s hem of happiness!—
The spear-wound throbbing in my song,
It throbs more bitterly than wrong,—
It burns more wildly than despair,—
The will to share,
The will to share!
Little I knew,—the blind-fold I,—
Joy would become like agony,—
Like arrows of the Sun in me!
* * * * *
I hold thee here. I have thee, now,—
And I am human. But what art thou!’
My Gladness answered me:
’Wayfarer, wilt thou understand?—
Follow me on. And keep my hand.’
THE NIGHTINGALE UNHEARD
Yes, Nightingale, through all the summer-time
We followed on, from moon to golden moon;
From where Salerno day-dreams in the noon,
And the far rose of Paestum once did climb.
All the white way beside the girdling
blue,
Through sun-shrill vines and campanile chime,
We listened;—from the old year
to the new.
Brown bird, and where were
you?
You, that Ravello lured not, throned on high
And filled with singing out of sun-burned
throats!
Nor yet Minore of the flame-sailed boats;
Nor yet—of all bird-song should glorify—
Assisi, Little Portion of the blest,
Assisi, in the bosom of the sky,
Where God’s own singer thatched
his sunward nest;
That little, heavenliest!
And north and north, to where the hedge-rows are,
That beckon with white looks an endless
way;
Where, through the fair wet silverness
of May,
A lamb shines out as sudden as a star,
Among the cloudy sheep; and green, and
pale,
The may-trees reach and glimmer, near or far,
And the red may-trees wear a shining veil.
—And still, no
nightingale!
The one vain longing,—through all journeyings,
The one: in every hushed and hearkening
spot,—
All the soft-swarming dark where you were
not,
Still longed for! Yes, for sake of dreams and
wings,
And wonders, that your own must ever make
To bower you close, with all hearts’ treasurings;