in his own mind that he would take the step matrimonial,—the
step from the sublime to—well, not always
the ridiculous. With this resolution he naturally
thought that the greatest obstacle to success had been
removed; but he was soon disillusionized. He
had already come to see that American girls were very
much in the habit of being gracious to everybody, and
saying pretty and pleasant things, with no thought
of an hereafter; also that they did not live with
St. George’s, Hanover Square, or its American
equivalent, Trinity Church, New York, stamped on the
mental retina. Miss Bascombe was “very
nice” to him, he told himself, but she was quite
as nice to a dozen other men. She was uniformly
kind, courteous, agreeable, to every one who came
to the house. Her cordiality to him meant nothing
whatever. Yes, he was quite free,—free
as air; he saw that plainly, and perversely longed
to assume the fetters he had so long and so skilfully
avoided. What was the use of having serious intentions
when not the slightest notice was taken of the most
compromising behavior? It was true that he was
perfectly at liberty to see more of Edith than an
Englishman ever does of any woman not related to him,
and to say and do a thousand things any one of which
at home would have necessitated a proposal or instant
flight. But no importance whatever seemed to be
attached to them here, and he was utterly at a loss
how to make his seriousness felt. Yet it was
quite clear that if there was to be any wooing done,
he would have to do it,—go every step of
the way himself, with no assistance from Miss Bascombe.
“How on earth am I to show her that I care for
her?” he thought. “Other men send
her dozens of bouquets, and box after box of expensive
sweets, and loads of books, and music without end,
and they come to see her continually, and take her
about everywhere, and are entirely devoted to her.
I wonder what fellows over here do when they are serious?
How do they make themselves understood when they go
on in this way habitually? It is a most extraordinary
state of affairs! And neither party seems to feel
in the least compromised by it. There is that
fellow Clinch, who fairly lives at the Bascombes’,
and when I asked her if she was engaged to him she
said, ’Engaged to George Clinch? What an
idea! No. What put that in your head?
He is a nice fellow, and I like him immensely, but
there’s nothing of that sort between us.
What made you think there was? And when I explained,
she said, ’Oh, that’s nothing!
He is just as nice to lots of other girls.’
And when I suggested to him that he was attached to
her, he said, ’Edith Bascombe? Oh, no!
She is a great friend of mine, and a charming girl,
but I have never thought of that, nor has she.
I go there a good deal, but I have never paid her
any marked attention.’ No marked attention,
indeed! Nothing seems to mean anything here:
it is worse than being in England, where everything
means something. No, it isn’t, either.