The Alkahest eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 253 pages of information about The Alkahest.

The Alkahest eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 253 pages of information about The Alkahest.

The continuance of such a state of things is explained by one word, —­hope, the secret of all conjugal situations.  It so happened that whenever the poor woman reached a depth of despair which gave her courage to question her husband, she met with a few brief moments of happiness when she was able to feel that if Balthazar was indeed in the clutch of some devilish power, he was permitted, sometimes at least, to return to himself.  At such moments, when her heaven brightened, she was too eager to enjoy its happiness to trouble him with importunate questions:  later, when she endeavored to speak to him, he would suddenly escape, leave her abruptly, or drop into the gulf of meditation from which no word of hers could drag him.

Before long the reaction of the moral upon the physical condition began its ravages,—­at first imperceptibly, except to the eyes of a loving woman following the secret thought of a husband through all its manifestations.  Often she could scarcely restrain her tears when she saw him, after dinner, sink into an armchair by the corner of the fireplace, and remain there, gloomy and abstracted.  She noted with terror the slow changes which deteriorated that face, once, to her eyes, sublime through love:  the life of the soul was retreating from it; the structure remained, but the spirit was gone.  Sometimes the eyes were glassy, and seemed as if they had turned their gaze and were looking inward.  When the children had gone to bed, and the silence and solitude oppressed her, Pepita would say, “My friend, are you ill?” and Balthazar would make no answer; or if he answered, he would come to himself with a quiver, like a man snatched suddenly from sleep, and utter a “No” so harsh and grating that it fell like a stone on the palpitating heart of his wife.

Though she tried to hide this strange state of things from her friends, Madame Claes was obliged sometimes to allude to it.  The social world of Douai, in accordance with the custom of provincial towns, had made Balthazar’s aberrations a topic of conversation, and many persons were aware of certain details that were still unknown to Madame Claes.  Disregarding the reticence which politeness demanded, a few friends expressed to her so much anxiety on the subject that she found herself compelled to defend her husband’s peculiarities.

“Monsieur Claes,” she said, “has undertaken a work which wholly absorbs him; its success will eventually redound not only to the honor of the family but to that of his country.”

This mysterious explanation was too flattering to the ambition of a town whose local patriotism and desire for glory exceed those of other places, not to be readily accepted, and it produced on all minds a reaction in favor of Balthazar.

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