mote in the beam of the Universe. Man has never
received Justice, as he understands it, and never
will; and his own poor, flagrant, fallible travesty
of it, erected to save him from himself, and called
Law, more nearly approximates to Justice than the treatment
which has ever been apportioned to humanity.
Before this eternal spectacle of illogical austerity,
therefore, man, in self-defence and to comfort his
craving and his weakness, has clung to the cheerful
conceit of immortality; has pathetically credited
the First Cause with a grand ultimate intention concerning
each suffering atom; has assured himself that eternity
shall wipe away all tears and blood, shall reward the
actors in this puppet-show with golden crowns and nobler
parts in a nobler playhouse. Human dreams of
justice are responsible for this yearning towards
another life, not the dogmas of religion; and the
conviction undoubtedly has to be thanked for much individual
right conduct. But it happens that an increasing
number of intellects can find solace in these theories
no longer; it happens that the liberty of free thought
(which is the only liberty man may claim) will not
longer be bound with these puny chains. Many
detect no just argument for a future life; they admit
that adequate estimate of abstract Justice is beyond
them; they suspect that Justice is a human conceit;
and they see no cause why its attributes should be
credited to the Creator in His dealings with the created,
for the sufficient reason that Justice has never been
consistently exhibited by Him. The natural conclusion
of such thought need not be pursued here. Suffice
it that, taking their stand on pure reason, such thinkers
deny the least evidence of any life beyond the grave;
to them, therefore, this ephemeral progression is the
beginning and the end, and they live every precious
moment with a yearning zest beyond the power of conventional
intellects to conceive.
Of such was Clement Hicks. And yet in this dark
hour he cried for Justice, not knowing to whom or
to what he cried. Right judgment was dead at
last. He rose and shook his head in mute answer
to the voices still clamouring to his consciousness.
They moaned and reverberated and mingled with the
distant music of the bellwether, but his mind was made
up irrevocably now; he had determined to do the thing
he had come to do. He told himself nothing much
mattered any more; he laughed as he rose and wiped
the sweat off his face, and passed down Steeperton
through debris of granite. “Life’s
only a breath and then—Nothing,” he
thought; “but it will be interesting to see
how much more bitterness and agony those that pull
the strings can cram into my days. I shall watch
from the outside now. A man is never happy so
long as he takes a personal interest in life.
Henceforth I’ll stand outside and care no more,
and laugh and laugh on through the years. We’re
greater than the Devil that made us; for we can laugh
at all his cursed cruelty—we can laugh,
and we can die laughing, and we can die when we please.
Yes, that’s one thing he can’t do—torment
us an hour more than we choose.”