The girl was silent; this antipathy to Jonathan was as old as her memory.  In Jamaica he had been an object of aversion to her, yet she could give no definite reason for this deeply-rooted dislike.  Every one spoke so highly of him that she often blamed herself for not feeling more kindly towards one who enjoyed the respect and esteem of the whole community.  His piety and temperate habits, his humility and devotion to his work, were conspicuous even here.  Of late, he had been particularly friendly towards Carmen, which seemed a very natural thing, he having been such an old friend of her father’s.  But his increased kindness only awoke a greater dislike in the girl, so that she tried in every way to escape an avowal from him of his feelings.  She did not consider her refusal to marry him a matter of much importance, as she concluded his offer had arisen only from a desire to transfer his friendship from the father to the daughter.  His unexpected outburst of passion alarmed her, although in her childish innocence, she did not fully understand why she felt so deeply insulted.  The thought that he had given her a love which she could not return made her fearful of hurting his feelings in some way beyond her comprehension, and she endeavored to subdue her anger sufficiently to answer him.

“Forgive me if I wound you, Brother Jonathan, but I cannot help it.  I do not love you as you desire, and I neither deserve nor wish that you should have such a warm feeling for me.”

“Carmen, you surely cannot mean what you say.  I have taken you by surprise.  Calm yourself, and do not make this a final decision.”  He attempted to approach her again, but the maiden shrank back from him in terror.

“I cannot do otherwise,” she said firmly.  “Now let me, I pray, go on my way in peace.  Sister Agatha must be waiting for me.”

At the mention of the Sister’s name, Jonathan gave an anxious glance at Carmen.  It flashed on his mind what fearful consequences might result from his conduct.  He remembered the law of the Brotherhood, which required that the members must report the slightest departure from strict morality in any one of their number, so that the delinquent be reprimanded and excluded once or twice from the monthly celebration of the Communion.  Should he give evidence of repentance, and return to the right path, he might be restored to his usual privileges; but if he should not acknowledge his fault, he must absent himself from the society of others, and, in an extreme case, be banished from the Brotherhood.

Brother Jonathan, heretofore so strict, and spotless in his reputation, to be publicly accused and admonished!  What an appalling example of fallen greatness!

At the mention of Agatha’s name, he endeavored to resume his habitual calmness.  He passed his hand over his eyes, as if to blot out the remembrance of the passion which yet burned within him, and gradually regained, in voice and manner, a more collected mien.