Memories eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 102 pages of information about Memories.

Memories eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 102 pages of information about Memories.
I was really sleeping—­at least I could not stir myself.  I saw you sitting at my bedside for a long time, your eyes steadfastly fixed upon me, and I felt your glances playing upon my face like sunbeams.  At last your eyes grew weary, and I perceived the great tears falling from them.  You held your face in your hands, and loudly sobbed:  Marie, Marie!  Ah, my dear Hofrath, our young friend has never done that, and yet you have sent him away.’  As I thus talked with him, half in jest and half in earnest, as I always speak, I perceived that I had hurt the old man’s feelings.  He became perfectly silent, and blushed like a child.  Then I took the volume of Wordsworth’s poems which I had been reading, and said:  ’Here is another old man whom I love, and love with my whole heart, who understands me, and whom I understand, and yet I have never seen him, and shall never see him on earth, since it is so to be.  Now I will read you one of his poems, that you may see how one can love, and that love is a silent benediction which the lover lays upon the head of the beloved, and then goes on his way in rapturous sorrow.’  Then I read to him Wordsworth’s ‘Highland Girl;’ and now, my friend, place the lamp nearer, and read the poem to me, for it refreshes me every time I hear it.  A spirit breathes through it like the silent, everlasting evening-red, which stretches its arms in love and blessing over the pure breast of the snow-covered mountains.”

As her words thus gradually and peacefully filled my soul, it at last grew still and solemn in my breast again; the storm was over, and her image floated like the silvery moonlight upon the gently rippling waves of my love—­this world-sea which rolls through the hearts of all men, and which each calls his own while it is an all-animating pulse-beat of the whole human race.  I would most gladly have kept silent like Nature as it lay before our view without, and ever grew stiller and darker:  But she gave me the book, and I read: 

  Sweet Highland Girl, a very shower
  Of beauty is thy earthly dower! 
  Twice seven consenting years have shed
  Their utmost bounty on thy head: 
  And these gray rocks, that household lawn,
  Those trees, a veil just half withdrawn,
  This fall of water that doth make
  A murmur near the silent lake,
  This little bay; a quiet road
  That holds in shelter thy abode—­
  In truth, together do ye seem
  Like something fashioned in a dream;
  Such forms as from their covert peep
  When earthly cares are laid asleep! 
  But, O fair creature! in the light
  Of common day, so heavenly bright,
  I bless thee, vision as thou art,
  I bless thee with a human heart;
  God shield thee to thy latest years! 
  Thee neither know I, nor thy peers;
  And yet my eyes are filled with tears.

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