Celia’s criticism of a middle-aged scholar’s
personal appearance. I am not sure that the greatest
man of his age, if ever that solitary superlative
existed, could escape these unfavorable reflections
of himself in various small mirrors; and even Milton,
looking for his portrait in a spoon, must submit to
have the facial angle of a bumpkin. Moreover,
if Mr. Casaubon, speaking for himself, has rather
a chilling rhetoric, it is not therefore certain that
there is no good work or fine feeling in him.
Did not an immortal physicist and interpreter of hieroglyphs
write detestable verses? Has the theory of the
solar system been advanced by graceful manners and
conversational tact? Suppose we turn from outside
estimates of a man, to wonder, with keener interest,
what is the report of his own consciousness about his
doings or capacity: with what hindrances he is
carrying on his daily labors; what fading of hopes,
or what deeper fixity of self-delusion the years are
marking off within him; and with what spirit he wrestles
against universal pressure, which will one day be too
heavy for him, and bring his heart to its final pause.
Doubtless his lot is important in his own eyes; and
the chief reason that we think he asks too large a
place in our consideration must be our want of room
for him, since we refer him to the Divine regard with
perfect confidence; nay, it is even held sublime for
our neighbor to expect the utmost there, however little
he may have got from us. Mr. Casaubon, too, was
the centre of his own world; if he was liable to think
that others were providentially made for him, and
especially to consider them in the light of their fitness
for the author of a “Key to all Mythologies,”
this trait is not quite alien to us, and, like the
other mendicant hopes of mortals, claims some of our
pity.
Certainly this affair of his marriage with Miss Brooke
touched him more nearly than it did any one of the
persons who have hitherto shown their disapproval
of it, and in the present stage of things I feel more
tenderly towards his experience of success than towards
the disappointment of the amiable Sir James.
For in truth, as the day fixed for his marriage came
nearer, Mr. Casaubon did not find his spirits rising;
nor did the contemplation of that matrimonial garden
scene, where, as all experience showed, the path was
to be bordered with flowers, prove persistently more
enchanting to him than the accustomed vaults where
he walked taper in hand. He did not confess
to himself, still less could he have breathed to another,
his surprise that though he had won a lovely and noble-hearted
girl he had not won delight,—which he had
also regarded as an object to be found by search.
It is true that he knew all the classical passages
implying the contrary; but knowing classical passages,
we find, is a mode of motion, which explains why they
leave so little extra force for their personal application.