But it is given to us sometimes even in our every-day life to witness the saving influence of a noble nature, the divine efficacy of rescue that may lie in a self-subduing act of fellowship.  If Dorothea, after her night’s anguish, had not taken that walk to Rosamond—­why, she perhaps would have been a woman who gained a higher character for discretion, but it would certainly not have been as well for those three who were on one hearth in Lydgate’s house at half-past seven that evening.

Rosamond had been prepared for Will’s visit, and she received him with a languid coldness which Lydgate accounted for by her nervous exhaustion, of which he could not suppose that it had any relation to Will.  And when she sat in silence bending over a bit of work, he innocently apologized for her in an indirect way by begging her to lean backward and rest.  Will was miserable in the necessity for playing the part of a friend who was making his first appearance and greeting to Rosamond, while his thoughts were busy about her feeling since that scene of yesterday, which seemed still inexorably to enclose them both, like the painful vision of a double madness.  It happened that nothing called Lydgate out of the room; but when Rosamond poured out the tea, and Will came near to fetch it, she placed a tiny bit of folded paper in his saucer.  He saw it and secured it quickly, but as he went back to his inn he had no eagerness to unfold the paper.  What Rosamond had written to him would probably deepen the painful impressions of the evening.  Still, he opened and read it by his bed-candle.  There were only these few words in her neatly flowing hand:—­

“I have told Mrs. Casaubon.  She is not under any mistake about you.  I told her because she came to see me and was very kind.  You will have nothing to reproach me with now.  I shall not have made any difference to you.”

The effect of these words was not quite all gladness.  As Will dwelt on them with excited imagination, he felt his cheeks and ears burning at the thought of what had occurred between Dorothea and Rosamond—­ at the uncertainty how far Dorothea might still feel her dignity wounded in having an explanation of his conduct offered to her.  There might still remain in her mind a changed association with him which made an irremediable difference—­a lasting flaw.  With active fancy he wrought himself into a state of doubt little more easy than that of the man who has escaped from wreck by night and stands on unknown ground in the darkness.  Until that wretched yesterday—­ except the moment of vexation long ago in the very same room and in the very same presence—­all their vision, all their thought of each other, had been as in a world apart, where the sunshine fell on tall white lilies, where no evil lurked, and no other soul entered.  But now—­would Dorothea meet him in that world again?

CHAPTER LXXXIII.