There were two images—­two living forms that tore her heart in two, as if it had been the heart of a mother who seems to see her child divided by the sword, and presses one bleeding half to her breast while her gaze goes forth in agony towards the half which is carried away by the lying woman that has never known the mother’s pang.

Here, with the nearness of an answering smile, here within the vibrating bond of mutual speech, was the bright creature whom she had trusted—­who had come to her like the spirit of morning visiting the dim vault where she sat as the bride of a worn-out life; and now, with a full consciousness which had never awakened before, she stretched out her arms towards him and cried with bitter cries that their nearness was a parting vision:  she discovered her passion to herself in the unshrinking utterance of despair.

And there, aloof, yet persistently with her, moving wherever she moved, was the Will Ladislaw’ who was a changed belief exhausted of hope, a detected illusion—­no, a living man towards whom there could not yet struggle any wail of regretful pity, from the midst of scorn and indignation and jealous offended pride.  The fire of Dorothea’s anger was not easily spent, and it flamed out in fitful returns of spurning reproach.  Why had he come obtruding his life into hers, hers that might have been whole enough without him?  Why had he brought his cheap regard and his lip-born words to her who had nothing paltry to give in exchange?  He knew that he was deluding her—­wished, in the very moment of farewell, to make her believe that he gave her the whole price of her heart, and knew that he had spent it half before.  Why had he not stayed among the crowd of whom she asked nothing—­ but only prayed that they might be less contemptible?

But she lost energy at last even for her loud-whispered cries and moans:  she subsided into helpless sobs, and on the cold floor she sobbed herself to sleep.

In the chill hours of the morning twilight, when all was dim around her, she awoke—­not with any amazed wondering where she was or what had happened, but with the clearest consciousness that she was looking into the eyes of sorrow.  She rose, and wrapped warm things around her, and seated herself in a great chair where she had often watched before.  She was vigorous enough to have borne that hard night without feeling ill in body, beyond some aching and fatigue; but she had waked to a new condition:  she felt as if her soul had been liberated from its terrible conflict; she was no longer wrestling with her grief, but could sit down with it as a lasting companion and make it a sharer in her thoughts.  For now the thoughts came thickly.  It was not in Dorothea’s nature, for longer than the duration of a paroxysm, to sit in the narrow cell of her calamity, in the besotted misery of a consciousness that only sees another’s lot as an accident of its own.