“Tell me, pray,” said Dorothea, with simple earnestness; “then we can consult together.  It is wicked to let people think evil of any one falsely, when it can be hindered.”

Lydgate turned, remembering where he was, and saw Dorothea’s face looking up at him with a sweet trustful gravity.  The presence of a noble nature, generous in its wishes, ardent in its charity, changes the lights for us:  we begin to see things again in their larger, quieter masses, and to believe that we too can be seen and judged in the wholeness of our character.  That influence was beginning to act on Lydgate, who had for many days been seeing all life as one who is dragged and struggling amid the throng.  He sat down again, and felt that he was recovering his old self in the consciousness that he was with one who believed in it.

“I don’t want,” he said, “to bear hard on Bulstrode, who has lent me money of which I was in need—­though I would rather have gone without it now.  He is hunted down and miserable, and has only a poor thread of life in him.  But I should like to tell you everything.  It will be a comfort to me to speak where belief has gone beforehand, and where I shall not seem to be offering assertions of my own honesty.  You will feel what is fair to another, as you feel what is fair to me.”

“Do trust me,” said Dorothea; “I will not repeat anything without your leave.  But at the very least, I could say that you have made all the circumstances clear to me, and that I know you are not in any way guilty.  Mr. Farebrother would believe me, and my uncle, and Sir James Chettam.  Nay, there are persons in Middlemarch to whom I could go; although they don’t know much of me, they would believe me.  They would know that I could have no other motive than truth and justice.  I would take any pains to clear you.  I have very little to do.  There is nothing better that I can do in the world.”

Dorothea’s voice, as she made this childlike picture of what she would do, might have been almost taken as a proof that she could do it effectively.  The searching tenderness of her woman’s tones seemed made for a defence against ready accusers.  Lydgate did not stay to think that she was Quixotic:  he gave himself up, for the first time in his life, to the exquisite sense of leaning entirely on a generous sympathy, without any check of proud reserve.  And he told her everything, from the time when, under the pressure of his difficulties, he unwillingly made his first application to Bulstrode; gradually, in the relief of speaking, getting into a more thorough utterance of what had gone on in his mind—­ entering fully into the fact that his treatment of the patient was opposed to the dominant practice, into his doubts at the last, his ideal of medical duty, and his uneasy consciousness that the acceptance of the money had made some difference in his private inclination and professional behavior, though not in his fulfilment of any publicly recognized obligation.