“Will you only say that you have been mistaken, and that I may depend on your not acting secretly in future?” said Lydgate, urgently, but with something of request in his tone which Rosamond was quick to perceive.  She spoke with coolness.

“I cannot possibly make admissions or promises in answer to such words as you have used towards me.  I have not been accustomed to language of that kind.  You have spoken of my `secret meddling,’ and my `interfering ignorance,’ and my `false assent.’  I have never expressed myself in that way to you, and I think that you ought to apologize.  You spoke of its being impossible to live with me.  Certainly you have not made my life pleasant to me of late.  I think it was to be expected that I should try to avert some of the hardships which our marriage has brought on me.”  Another tear fell as Rosamond ceased speaking, and she pressed it away as quietly as the first.

Lydgate flung himself into a chair, feeling checkmated.  What place was there in her mind for a remonstrance to lodge in?  He laid down his hat, flung an arm over the back of his chair, and looked down for some moments without speaking.  Rosamond had the double purchase over him of insensibility to the point of justice in his reproach, and of sensibility to the undeniable hardships now present in her married life.  Although her duplicity in the affair of the house had exceeded what he knew, and had really hindered the Plymdales from knowing of it, she had no consciousness that her action could rightly be called false.  We are not obliged to identify our own acts according to a strict classification, any more than the materials of our grocery and clothes.  Rosamond felt that she was aggrieved, and that this was what Lydgate had to recognize.

As for him, the need of accommodating himself to her nature, which was inflexible in proportion to its negations, held him as with pincers.  He had begun to have an alarmed foresight of her irrevocable loss of love for him, and the consequent dreariness of their life.  The ready fulness of his emotions made this dread alternate quickly with the first violent movements of his anger.  It would assuredly have been a vain boast in him to say that he was her master.

“You have not made my life pleasant to me of late”—­“the hardships which our marriage has brought on me”—­these words were stinging his imagination as a pain makes an exaggerated dream.  If he were not only to sink from his highest resolve, but to sink into the hideous fettering of domestic hate?

“Rosamond,” he said, turning his eyes on her with a melancholy look, “you should allow for a man’s words when he is disappointed and provoked.  You and I cannot have opposite interests.  I cannot part my happiness from yours.  If I am angry with you, it is that you seem not to see how any concealment divides us.  How could I wish to make anything hard to you either by my words or conduct?  When I hurt you, I hurt part of my own life.  I should never be angry with you if you would be quite open with me.”