before he was three-and-thirty, that he had married
a widow who was much older than himself—a
Dissenter, and in other ways probably of that disadvantageous
quality usually perceptible in a first wife if inquired
into with the dispassionate judgment of a second—was
almost as much as she had cared to learn beyond the
glimpses which Mr. Bulstrode’s narrative occasionally
gave of his early bent towards religion, his inclination
to be a preacher, and his association with missionary
and philanthropic efforts. She believed in him
as an excellent man whose piety carried a peculiar
eminence in belonging to a layman, whose influence
had turned her own mind toward seriousness, and whose
share of perishable good had been the means of raising
her own position. But she also liked to think
that it was well in every sense for Mr. Bulstrode
to have won the hand of Harriet Vincy; whose family
was undeniable in a Middlemarch light—a
better light surely than any thrown in London thoroughfares
or dissenting chapel-yards. The unreformed provincial
mind distrusted London; and while true religion was
everywhere saving, honest Mrs. Bulstrode was convinced
that to be saved in the Church was more respectable.
She so much wished to ignore towards others that her
husband had ever been a London Dissenter, that she
liked to keep it out of sight even in talking to him.
He was quite aware of this; indeed in some respects
he was rather afraid of this ingenuous wife, whose
imitative piety and native worldliness were equally
sincere, who had nothing to be ashamed of, and whom
he had married out of a thorough inclination still
subsisting. But his fears were such as belong
to a man who cares to maintain his recognized supremacy:
the loss of high consideration from his wife, as from
every one else who did not clearly hate him out of
enmity to the truth, would be as the beginning of
death to him. When she said—
“Is he quite gone away?”
“Oh, I trust so,” he answered, with an
effort to throw as much sober unconcern into his tone
as possible!
But in truth Mr. Bulstrode was very far from a state
of quiet trust. In the interview at the Bank,
Raffles had made it evident that his eagerness to
torment was almost as strong in him as any other greed.
He had frankly said that he had turned out of the way
to come to Middlemarch, just to look about him and
see whether the neighborhood would suit him to live
in. He had certainly had a few debts to pay
more than he expected, but the two hundred pounds were
not gone yet: a cool five-and-twenty would suffice
him to go away with for the present. What he
had wanted chiefly was to see his friend Nick and family,
and know all about the prosperity of a man to whom
he was so much attached. By-and-by he might
come back for a longer stay. This time Raffles
declined to be “seen off the premises,”
as he expressed it—declined to quit Middlemarch
under Bulstrode’s eyes. He meant to go
by coach the next day—if he chose.