Middlemarch eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 1,180 pages of information about Middlemarch.

Middlemarch eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 1,180 pages of information about Middlemarch.

But she went out and had a hearty cry to make up for the suppression of her words.  She felt sure that her husband’s conduct would be misunderstood, and about Fred she was rational and unhopeful.  Which would turn out to have the more foresight in it—­her rationality or Caleb’s ardent generosity?

When Fred went to the office the next morning, there was a test to be gone through which he was not prepared for.

“Now Fred,” said Caleb, “you will have some desk-work.  I have always done a good deal of writing myself, but I can’t do without help, and as I want you to understand the accounts and get the values into your head, I mean to do without another clerk.  So you must buckle to.  How are you at writing and arithmetic?”

Fred felt an awkward movement of the heart; he had not thought of desk-work; but he was in a resolute mood, and not going to shrink.  “I’m not afraid of arithmetic, Mr. Garth:  it always came easily to me.  I think you know my writing.”

“Let us see,” said Caleb, taking up a pen, examining it carefully and handing it, well dipped, to Fred with a sheet of ruled paper.  “Copy me a line or two of that valuation, with the figures at the end.”

At that time the opinion existed that it was beneath a gentleman to write legibly, or with a hand in the least suitable to a clerk.  Fred wrote the lines demanded in a hand as gentlemanly as that of any viscount or bishop of the day:  the vowels were all alike and the consonants only distinguishable as turning up or down, the strokes had a blotted solidity and the letters disdained to keep the line—­ in short, it was a manuscript of that venerable kind easy to interpret when you know beforehand what the writer means.

As Caleb looked on, his visage showed a growing depression, but when Fred handed him the paper he gave something like a snarl, and rapped the paper passionately with the back of his hand.  Bad work like this dispelled all Caleb’s mildness.

“The deuce!” he exclaimed, snarlingly.  “To think that this is a country where a man’s education may cost hundreds and hundreds, and it turns you out this!” Then in a more pathetic tone, pushing up his spectacles and looking at the unfortunate scribe, “The Lord have mercy on us, Fred, I can’t put up with this!”

“What can I do, Mr. Garth?” said Fred, whose spirits had sunk very low, not only at the estimate of his handwriting, but at the vision of himself as liable to be ranked with office clerks.

“Do?  Why, you must learn to form your letters and keep the line.  What’s the use of writing at all if nobody can understand it?” asked Caleb, energetically, quite preoccupied with the bad quality of the work.  “Is there so little business in the world that you must be sending puzzles over the country?  But that’s the way people are brought up.  I should lose no end of time with the letters some people send me, if Susan did not make them out for me.  It’s disgusting.”  Here Caleb tossed the paper from him.

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