understood to dote on each other; and it was not unprecedented
that an accidental slip of the foot should have brought
these grave consequences. The legal investigation
ended in Madame Laure’s release. Lydgate
by this time had had many interviews with her, and
found her more and more adorable. She talked
little; but that was an additional charm. She
was melancholy, and seemed grateful; her presence
was enough, like that of the evening light. Lydgate
was madly anxious about her affection, and jealous
lest any other man than himself should win it and
ask her to marry him. But instead of reopening
her engagement at the Porte Saint Martin, where she
would have been all the more popular for the fatal
episode, she left Paris without warning, forsaking
her little court of admirers. Perhaps no one
carried inquiry far except Lydgate, who felt that all
science had come to a stand-still while he imagined
the unhappy Laure, stricken by ever-wandering sorrow,
herself wandering, and finding no faithful comforter.
Hidden actresses, however, are not so difficult to
find as some other hidden facts, and it was not long
before Lydgate gathered indications that Laure had
taken the route to Lyons. He found her at last
acting with great success at Avignon under the same
name, looking more majestic than ever as a forsaken
wife carrying her child in her arms. He spoke
to her after the play, was received with the usual
quietude which seemed to him beautiful as clear depths
of water, and obtained leave to visit her the next
day; when he was bent on telling her that he adored
her, and on asking her to marry him. He knew
that this was like the sudden impulse of a madman—incongruous
even with his habitual foibles. No matter!
It was the one thing which he was resolved to do.
He had two selves within him apparently, and they
must learn to accommodate each other and bear reciprocal
impediments. Strange, that some of us, with quick
alternate vision, see beyond our infatuations, and
even while we rave on the heights, behold the wide
plain where our persistent self pauses and awaits
us.
To have approached Laure with any suit that was not
reverentially tender would have been simply a contradiction
of his whole feeling towards her.
“You have come all the way from Paris to find
me?” she said to him the next day, sitting before
him with folded arms, and looking at him with eyes
that seemed to wonder as an untamed ruminating animal
wonders. “Are all Englishmen like that?”
“I came because I could not live without trying
to see you. You are lonely; I love you; I want
you to consent to be my wife; I will wait, but I want
you to promise that you will marry me—
no one else.”
Laure looked at him in silence with a melancholy radiance
from under her grand eyelids, until he was full of
rapturous certainty, and knelt close to her knees.
“I will tell you something,” she said,
in her cooing way, keeping her arms folded.
“My foot really slipped.”