He was a vigorous animal with a ready understanding,
but no spark had yet kindled in him an intellectual
passion; knowledge seemed to him a very superficial
affair, easily mastered: judging from the conversation
of his elders, he had apparently got already more than
was necessary for mature life. Probably this
was not an exceptional result of expensive teaching
at that period of short-waisted coats, and other fashions
which have not yet recurred. But, one vacation,
a wet day sent him to the small home library to hunt
once more for a book which might have some freshness
for him: in vain! unless, indeed, he took down
a dusty row of volumes with gray-paper backs and dingy
labels—the volumes of an old Cyclopaedia
which he had never disturbed. It would at least
be a novelty to disturb them. They were on the
highest shelf, and he stood on a chair to get them
down. But he opened the volume which he first
took from the shelf: somehow, one is apt to read
in a makeshift attitude, just where it might seem
inconvenient to do so. The page he opened on
was under the head of Anatomy, and the first passage
that drew his eyes was on the valves of the heart.
He was not much acquainted with valves of any sort,
but he knew that valvae were folding-doors, and through
this crevice came a sudden light startling him with
his first vivid notion of finely adjusted mechanism
in the human frame. A liberal education had of
course left him free to read the indecent passages
in the school classics, but beyond a general sense
of secrecy and obscenity in connection with his internal
structure, had left his imagination quite unbiassed,
so that for anything he knew his brains lay in small
bags at his temples, and he had no more thought of
representing to himself how his blood circulated than
how paper served instead of gold. But the moment
of vocation had come, and before he got down from
his chair, the world was made new to him by a presentiment
of. endless processes filling the vast spaces planked
out of his sight by that wordy ignorance which he
had supposed to be knowledge. From that hour
Lydgate felt the growth of an intellectual passion.
We are not afraid of telling over and over again how
a man comes to fall in love with a woman and be wedded
to her, or else be fatally parted from her.
Is it due to excess of poetry or of stupidity that
we are never weary of describing what King James called
a woman’s “makdom and her fairnesse,”
never weary of listening to the twanging of the old
Troubadour strings, and are comparatively uninterested
in that other kind of “makdom and fairnesse”
which must be wooed with industrious thought and patient
renunciation of small desires? In the story of
this passion, too, the development varies: sometimes
it is the glorious marriage, sometimes frustration
and final parting. And not seldom the catastrophe
is bound up with the other passion, sung by the Troubadours.
For in the multitude of middle-aged men who go about