sense of the responsibility it imposed upon society.
Paris and the Quartier stood out against it in his
mind like something full of light and color and transient
passion on the stage—something to be remembered
with recurrent thrills of keen satisfaction and to
be seen again. It had been more than this, he
acknowledged, for he had brought out of it an element
that lightened his life and vitalized his work, and
gave an element of joyousness to his imagination—it
was certain that he would go back there. And
Miss Bell had been in it and of it—so much
in it and of it that he felt impatient with her for
permitting herself to be herself in any other environment.
He asked himself why she could not see that she was
crudely at variance with all color and atmosphere
and law in her present one, and he speculated as to
the propriety of telling her so, of advising her outright
as to the expediency in her own interest, of being
other than herself in London. That was what it
came to, he reflected in deciding that he could not—if
the girl’s convictions and motives and aims were
real; and he was beginning to think they were real.
And although he had found himself at liberty to say
to her things that were harder to hear, he felt a
curious repugnance to giving her any inkling of what
he thought about this. It would be a hideous
thing to do, he concluded, an unforgivable thing,
and an actual hurt. Kendal had for women the
readiest consideration, and though one of the odd
things he found in Elfrida was the slight degree to
which she evoked it in him, he recoiled instinctively
from any reasoned action which would distress her.
But his sense of her inconsistency with British institutions
—at least he fancied it was that—led
him to discourage somewhat, in the lightest way, Miss
Halifax’s interested inquiries about her.
The inquiries suggested dimly that eccentricity and
obscurity might be overlooked in any one whose personality
really had a value for Mr. Kendal, and made an attempt,
which was heroic considering the delicacy of Miss
Halifax’s scruples, to measure his appreciation
of Miss Bell as a writer—to Miss Halifax
the word wore a halo—and as an individual.
If she did not succeed it was partly because he had
not himself quite decided whether Elfrida, in London,
was delightful or intolerable, and partly because
he had no desire to be complicated in social relations
which, he told himself, must be either ludicrous or
insincere. The Halifaxes were not in any sense
literary; their proper pretensions to that sort of
society were buried with Sir William, who had been
editor of the Brown Quarterly in his day, and
many other things. They had inherited his friends
as they had inherited his manuscripts; and in spite
of a grievous inability to edit either of them, they
held to one legacy as fast as to the other. Kendal
thought with a somewhat repelled amusement of any
attempt of theirs to assimilate Elfrida. It was
different with the Cardiffs; but even under their