one, it is consequently the best.” No sooner
thought than done. Before a week was passed I
was a pupil of the city school. About the school
I remember very little, only that there was a large
room with a blackboard, stifling air in spite of the
fact that the windows were always open, and an endless
number of boys in baize and linen jackets, unkempt
and barefoot, or in wooden shoes, which made a fearful
noise. It was very sad. But even then, as
unfortunately in later years, I had so few pleasing
illusions about going to school that the conditions
previously described to me did not appear specially
dreadful when I became personally acquainted with
them. I simply supposed that things had to be
thus. But toward autumn, when my mother arrived
on the scene and saw me coming home from school with
the wooden-shoe boys, she was beside herself and cast
an anxious glance at my hair, which she doubtless
thought she could not well trust in such company.
She then had one of her heart-to-heart talks with
my father, who was probably told that he had again
taken only himself into consideration. That same
day my withdrawal from school was announced to Rector
Beda, who lived diagonally across the street from
us. He was not angry at the announcement, declared,
on the contrary, to my mother that “he had really
been surprised. * *
” Thus far all was well.
Just criticism had been exercised and action had been
taken in accord with it. But now that it was
necessary to find something better to substitute for
the school, even my mother was at her wits’ end.
Teachers seemed to be, or were in fact, lacking, and
as it had been impossible in so short a time to establish
relations to the good families of the city, it was
decided for the present to let me grow up wild and
calmly to wait till something turned up. But
to prevent my lapsing into dense ignorance I was to
read an hour daily to my mother and learn some Latin
and French words from my father, in addition to geography
and history.
“Will you be equal to that, Louis?” my
mother had asked.
“Equal to? What do you mean by ‘equal
to?’ Of course I am equal to it. Your same
old lack of confidence in me.”
“Not twenty-four hours ago you yourself were
full of doubt about it.”
“I presume the plan did not appeal to me then.
But if it must be, I understand the Prussian pharmacopoeia
as well as anybody, and in my parents’ house
French was spoken. As for the rest, to speak of
it would be ridiculous. You know that in such
things I am more than a match for ten graduates.”
As a matter of fact he really gave me lessons, which,
I may say in advance, were kept up even after the
need of them no longer existed, and, peculiar as these
lessons were, I learned more from them than from many
a famous teacher. My father picked out quite arbitrarily
the things he had long known by heart or, perhaps,
had just read the same day, and vitalized geography
with history, always, of course, in such a way that
in the end his favorite themes were given due prominence.
For example: