as a Gascon, when it came to a spirited discussion
of pert and often most daring themes, with young ladies,
of whom he made but one requirement, that they be
handsome, otherwise it was not worth his while.
I inherited from him this inclination to enter into
subtle discussions with ladies, in a jesting tone;
indeed I have ever carried this inclination over into
my style of writing, and when I read corresponding
scenes in my novels and short stories it once in awhile
seems to me as though I heard my father speaking.
Except with this difference, that I fall far short
of his felicitousness, as people who had known him
in his prime often told me, when he was over severity
and I was correspondingly along in years. I have
frequently been addressed in some such way as this:
“Now see here, you do very well, when you have
your good days, but you can’t compete with your
father.” And that was certainly true.
His small talk, born of bonhomie and at the same time
enlivened with fantastic lawyerly artifice, was simply
irresistible, even when dealing with business matters,
in which as a rule heartiness has no place. And
yet his remarks on money matters had a lasting effect,
so that none of us children ever cherished the slightest
feeling of bitterness on account of his most remarkable
financial operations. My mother, however, was
of too different a nature to be easily converted or
carried away by his social graces. These matters
were to her most repugnant when treated lightly and
jestingly. “Whatever is serious is not funny,
that’s all.” But she never disputed
the fact that, as a happy humorist, he always succeeded
in drawing people over to his side, though she never
failed to add: “unfortunately.”
And now let us return to the summer visitors in our
home. At times it was rather difficult to furnish
continual rounds of entertainment for the young women,
and would perhaps have proved impossible, if it had
not been for the horses. Almost every afternoon,
when the weather was good, the carriage drove up to
our door, and such days during the bathing season,
when we were often almost completely overwhelmed with
visitors, were probably the only times when my mother,
without in the least sacrificing her fundamental convictions,
was temporarily reconciled to the existence of horse
and carriage. Whoever knows Swinemuende, and
there are many who do know the place, is aware of the
fact that one is never embarrassed there for a beautiful
spot to visit on afternoon drives, and even in those
days this was as true as it is today. There was
the trip along the beach to Heringsdorf, or, on the
other side, out to the moles; but the most popular
drives, because they afforded protection from the
sun, were those back into the country, either through
the dense beech forest toward Corswant, or better
still to the village of Camminke, situated near the
Haff of Stettin and the Golm (mountain). There
was a much frequented skittle-alley there, where women
played as well as men. I myself liked to stand