The German Classics of the Nineteenth and Twentieth Centuries, Volume 12 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 626 pages of information about The German Classics of the Nineteenth and Twentieth Centuries, Volume 12.

The German Classics of the Nineteenth and Twentieth Centuries, Volume 12 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 626 pages of information about The German Classics of the Nineteenth and Twentieth Centuries, Volume 12.

So he grew up surrounded by coarse spies who reported every word to the king.  With a mind of the richest endowments, of the most discerning eagerness for knowledge, but without any suitable male society, it is no wonder that the young man went astray.  In comparison with other German courts, the Prussian might be regarded as very virtuous:  but frivolity toward women and a lack of reserve in the discussion of the most dubious relations were pronounced even there.  After a visit to the dissolute court of Dresden, Prince Frederick began to behave like other princes of his time, and generally found good comrades among his father’s younger officers.  We know little about him at that period, but may conclude that he ran some risk, not of becoming depraved, but of wasting valuable years in a spendthrift life among unworthy companions.  It certainly was not alone the increasing dissatisfaction of his father which at that time destroyed his peace of mind and tossed him about aimlessly, but quite as much that inner discontent, which leads an unformed youth the more wildly astray the greater the secret demands are which his mind makes on life.

He determined to flee to England.  How the flight failed, how the anger of the military commander, Frederick William, flamed up against the deserting officer, every one knows.  With the days of his imprisonment in Kuestrin and his stay in Ruppin, his years of serious education began.  The terrible experiences he had been through had aroused new strength in him.  He had endured, with princely pride, all the terrors of death and of the most terrible humiliation.  He had reflected in the solitude of his prison on the greatest riddle of life—­on death and what is beyond.  He had realized that there was nothing left for him but submission, patience, and quiet waiting.  But bitter, heart-rending misfortune is a school which develops not only the good—­it fosters also many faults.  He learned to keep his counsel hidden in the depth of his soul, and to look upon men with suspicion, using them as his instruments, deceiving and flattering them with prudent serenity in which his heart had no share.  He was obliged to flatter the cowardly and vulgar Grumbkow, and to be glad when he finally had won him over to his side.  For years he had to take the utmost pains, over and over again, to conquer the displeasure and lack of confidence of his stern father.  His nature always revolted against such humiliation, and he tried by bitter mockery to give expression to his injured self-esteem.  His heart, which warmed toward everything noble, prevented him from becoming a hardened egoist; but he did not grow any the milder or more conciliatory, and long after he had become a great man and wise ruler, there remained in him from this time of servitude some trace of petty cunning.  The lion sometimes, in a spirit of undignified vengeance, did not scorn to scratch like a cat.

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