who discussed various projects of escape. Among
the rest, it was proposed to my comrade to accompany
a lady—who was about leaving for London—in
the dress and character of a servant-maid. He
was well fitted for such disguise, being extremely
young and having very delicate features. Besides
this, he was supposed to be dead, having received
a slight wound in the skirmish at Ballingarry.
He obstinately refused to adopt the disguise, but consented
to that of a servant boy. When the matter was
finally arranged, it was proposed to us to sleep at
Templenoe, on the north side of Kenmare Bay, where
he was to be furnished with suitable clothes.
Since the commencement, I did not feel the same sense
of desolation as when these arrangements were completed,
and an hour was appointed for his departure next morning.
It was on the evening of the 23rd of September.
We spent the day with one of the noblest of fellows.
He had beds brought far into the neighbouring mountains,
where he remained with us for the night. A cloud
of sadness, and I believe chagrin, enveloped all my
senses. I could not help feeling myself utterly
abandoned. It seemed fated that even from the
most kindly efforts my unfortunate position utterly
excluded me. Stephens sang as usual, and endeavoured
to rally me; but my mind had set in impenetrable gloom.
One idea was uppermost with me, namely, that within
the circle that was then drawn around me, there was
no further possible safety. We parted before daylight,
and I immediately determined on my own course.
It was this: to assume the disguise of a clergyman
and attempt to cross to France. The trials at
Clonmel were approaching, and I concluded that they
would engross the entire attention of Government,
and would even require the presence of the whole corps
of detectives who were acquainted with my person and
were then on my track. I communicated my intention
to the friend to whose hospitality I was then indebted.
He combatted it with great earnestness, and could
not be persuaded of its practicability. I, however,
persevered, and he offered to place a horse, upon which
he set great value, at my disposal. Just as we
made our final arrangements and had despatched a messenger
to Kenmare to provide the disguise, Stephens returned,
wet, weary and hungry. He was in the worst spirits:
but the case admitted of no delay. The lady with
whom he was to travel had to stay one day in Cork,
and to overtake her there was the only chance left.
There was only one possible way to effect this—to
give him the horse and let him ride on to Cork.
I at once agreed, and he immediately set off.
The loss of the horse imposed on me the difficulty
of a journey on foot to Cork, and this rendered the
assistance of a man to carry my disguise—who
would take a different route from myself—indispensable.
Our friend who, in giving his favourite horse to Stephens,
told him to try and sell him in Cork and put the money
in his pocket, provided me with another horse and
car, by which my baggage was to be brought about forty
miles. Having settled all preliminaries, he conveyed
me to a cabin on the hills, where he provided an excellent
dinner, and left me to my musings.